a lift me up
a shimmy shine
a tarot card
a scientific mind
an hour glass
full of wasted time
justa spacing out
scoping for a divine
still not patient enough
patience will be mine
one of these days i'm gonna win
and will not decline
back to level where i'm so bent up inside
with such uncontrolled emotions
wishing i would just die
fuck that
i serve a purpose
i'm on a roll
i'm too aquanted with this rutt insomnia soul
in love with something pure that this rutt never brings
and i'm so goddamn bored of everything
mercy mercy
heaven's in chains
you can tie me to a bedpost
and induce me with pain
pour hotwax on me
drink blood from my veins
take this waltz
take this waltz
got fuck on the brain
i've been bad
i've been bad
i've been downright insane
and now surrender as you scapegoat,
as an object of blame
make me better all over
dub me bishop from pawn
bend me til it fits you best
make me glad i done wrong
shake me
paint me
draw tatoos on my soul
tell me i'm the only one and don't let me go
back to a level where i'm so bent up inside
with such uncontrolled emotions
wishing i would just die