2uo8eats, 2uo7rax, KyoTicK, REALGroupStation, TraVisT
11/26/2020
"Left Forgotten"
Em C D Em
Verse 1:
I am hurting inside
Why am I alive?
I can't explain
all this pain
I feel sad and down
I am lost not found
Dreading the night
While I'm blind in sight
Unable to mask the sorrow
I wish there is no tomorrow
Can you see the burden?
Can you feel uncertain?
Crawling in such misery
You are not free
Loneliness bites your soul
You forgot this hole
that buries in full
Where is your destiny?
You are the one and only
That is left forgotten
Always rotten
I ask forgiveness
I ask for my savior
I ask for enlightenment
My best behavior
Do you understand my desires?
Or is it something you admire?
I don't believe
You are such a liar
Chorus:
Free from guilt
Free from shame
Free from slavery
of being insane
There is no freedom
When you bask in hell
You want to yell
Free yourself from spells
Wishes that can't be granted
For your gifts are just so slanted
Together you ask for the spirit
But alone you always seem to fear it
Follow this
Verse 2:
There is a liar
I admire
Once believed
I'm the dream
See in me
lost at sea
Do not breathe
Ache for you
I am blue
In remorse
And unkind
I'm divorced
Deck of cards
It is dark
So just wait
Call me in
drown in sin
Bastard in the makin'
Am so shakin'
Wallows fear
Swallow tears
Want to steer
the only mirror
Tell to me
It's the end
It's your life
Cannot mend
Tell to you
I am freezin'
Inside I am wheezin'
In a meetin'
I am fleetin'
It is sleetin'
from the cold
It's myself
getting old
Frost bit
Head to toe
Blinded
Deafness
Oh, no
It was a dark day
A okay
Do you see I am
Not that way
Chorus [x1]:
Hook:
Why can't I get over this depression
The guilty is in session
Poke fun at me for failure
For that I shall not return
Play with words
Here I concur
Say no to the mental illness
I am not sure how to win this
Step 1 and two
I know how to tie my shoes
But here I recall
I am still blue
Lay in the darkness
Or crawl into the light
Here I scream
With all of my might
Back in the day
I was so pristine
May be even a bit mean
With no self esteem
I dream
Amongst the sheep
I hear you creep
Do not lead them in your sleep
Promise me that you will scream
when the fallen start to redeem
I contemplate my life
Why am I alive
Why can't I Just die?
Is it wrong to be sick in the head?
I have this dread
that I wish I was dead
I am miserable
unable to think it out loud
Pacing and wasting away
Here I am, alive
'but dead inside I say
It is not eerie
That I feel so dreary
I am an outcast
Mindless at best
I carry this burden
upon my chest
Life isn't okay
I just waste away
I stare into space
Or I endlessly pace
So conserve your energy
And sleep it all away
It is okay that you
aren't black or white
but only gray
Why am I alive?
I just don't know
I am dead inside
There is nothing there
Tomorrow is another day
I am sure it will be a okay
But this is all I got to say
End the pain
Feeling insane
There is a hole in my heart
Whether you are near or far apart
Is this god's test to be my very best
I stare into space
and blank out
I just don't care
to do anything else
Verse 3:
Draw a knife
Pull the trigger
See a gap
Wounds are bigger
It's mountains
Escapes sky
Seem to cry
I ain't right
Obsessed in bone
Forth the light
Cannot own
Trapped mania
Sapped depression
Sanity
Work in session
Worth to mention
Lost ascension
Your attention
In detention
Into the time of lies
Oh why
Do not say goodbye
I cry
Sick to the bone
In my home
Into the unknown
I’m alone
I am thrilled
For the ill
Chilled inside
From the pill
Stick to the song
Sing it strong
Not in wrong
Dejected and gone
In my hell
Under a spell
I do yell
Im not well
Theres no time
You are mine
I do whine
For were bind
Chorus [x1]: