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Lyrics
5/13/2023
"A Testament to Insanity"
Fm Eb Db Eb
Verse 1:
I am not impressed
with how I dress
myself on a platter
I am not so normal
And times I act
Like a mad hatter
that has been battered
to long with bipolar disorder
I border on being sorted out
and mostly the later
Unintentionally insane
with not such a good mind frame
Too much negativity
flows within my veins
I swear I'm insane
I know with time
I can mend my soul
and eat the sadness whole
But the psychiatrist
cannot mend this wound
I want it gone by noon
It is true that I am blue
Who knew that pain ensues?
I know life is a we
not about me
But I just don't
feel free
And cannot escape
drowning in the sea
Chorus:
It is a lot of work
to sort out the hurt
that rest in my mind
There is some signs
of a better line
instead of dining on despair
that takes all my air
I have a hard time swaying
the pain away
So, at times I just bask
in which I lay
with a frown
Bound not found
and so, I
sunk and drown
Verse 2:
I often get lewd
in the nude
Often booed
for being a dude
that empties his laundry
on social media
The wall is filled
with appalling posts
But you have no idea
how I want someone
to free ya instead
of seeing you
bleed ya?
I tack this paper
or note on the wall
I call to my
spirit to stand tall
Instead of balling
and gnawing
on my gums
till they bleed
Though I tried to
train my thoughts
to think healthily
not rot into sadness
or madness unforgotten
I just end up whining
my problems away
constantly complain
to keep the bad thoughts at bay
I feel shot and out of control
So, behold this sham
I scam myself
full of junk
So much in a trunk
Chorus [x1]:
Verse 3:
It is with a lock and no key
I am on my knees
asking to be free
I get queasy and needy
Especially when I
cannot save me from
the mental illness
I want that to be still
or permanently gone
It isn't wrong
to wish this
upon my soul
Can you read
this dictionary
I literally been on 30 meds
and the doc gives up
Saying I need to get
static electricity
to reset me up
But it isn't enough
and is a long drive
to get well
from hell
I don’t want a 45
minute appointment
cause it will just
take all of my energy
I just want a med
to save me
Instead of relying
on something
that will take forever
to get done
Just give me my med
so, I can put this disorder
and make it done
Chorus [x1]: