A slow, impending implosion.
anger
depression
stir crazy
loneliness
going crazy
robbing
Lyrics
08. Anuther Night
It was just anuther night with the gun in my mouth.
Got nothing in my mind but decaying doubts.
People don't come near me, that's your warning.
This is how I feel every night, every morning.
Crisis is life, life is crisis, pain embalms me as I recite this.
I don't like this & I might just flip I hope not.
If I do, someone could be shot.
So, I keep away in my lonesome cave.
& watch myself go to hell under this plague.
Hey, you can call me negative & all that.
But I know my fate too well so understand & step back.
Tuck in my clip 'cause I'm about to dip.
So please someone don't be stupid 'cause I'm anxious to rip
Toss the coat on & bounce.
I see some fools sippin' hits by the ounce.
Walk in the store & grab a 2 then some prick squashed my shoe.
He rushed off & got in his ride I jumped inside.
& asked him as I held my grip "Why don't ya watch where you're going bitch?!"
He tried to run away but quickly got caught.
I start pullin' on the trigger slowly & pulled the first shot.
Blasted his ass then I checked him for cash, gotta get my ass back home so I start to dash.
Put my grip back in my hip.
I told you goddamnit, I don't need this shit.
Just anuther night...
So, I'm chillin' on the couch watchin' tv.
Wish I had someone to hold & watch it with me.
But bitch please can't nothing switch things.
Well, nothing ever seems to get better it's been years & I see.
That there's just no one out there for V.
Some disagree but that's what I believe.
Ain't nothing gonna change, I'm alone & deranged.
I sit back with a strap in my lap wishing I could peel my cap.
Depressed, eternally a mess.
You call me a loser, ya damn well bet.
Ain't no escape from this fate.
People like choosing me to be the one to hate.
I watch my back but people still stab.
When it's all done, I'll be more then glad.
Death is the only answer for this cancer.
But I'll wait it out & fight, even though there's no point, right?