always in my head
but i try to forget
things i´ve done & said
and i try to erase
the picture of your face
that i´ve made for myself
feelings come & go
and still it´s hard to show
my own reality
easier to hide
the things i´ve got inside
now all left by myself again
nothing left to lose
but i prefer to choose
the way around the pain
will i see you there
will you call my name