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Story behind the song
“Control” was originally written in 2015 for Ayesha’s debut album Big Juicy but it didn’t make the final cut. In early 2016 Ayesha posted the 2015 demo of the song to her now-deleted SoundCloud account, pussysugar, as “Control (Rough demo for 2016 pop album)”.
Ayesha posted a snippet of the final version of the track to her Instagram stories on August 28, 2018 along with other horny.4u album snippets. Around this time, she confirmed that “Control” would be featured on the album as a bonus track. Due to Ayesha later scrapping the album, the final version was never officially released.
Lyrics
Can we admit you're too chicken to cum?
Standing in the mirror taking pictures for fun
Can we admit that you fucked with my energy?
Lovers from the start, now I'm ending with an enemy
You tore me up like paper then call me "Troublemaker"
I went further than them, it went deeper than that
You were the instigator, you set me up for later
I'm not letting it go, it's much deeper than that
I won't outstay my welcome, you can fade and you can crack
You can call me when you need me, I will never call you back
You can't forget what's been forgotten
You lie to them then lie to me
And I don't think about you often
You were just a fantasy
I can get my life back, watch your life unfold
You can watch me bounce back
You were never in control (Control)
Can we admit that you're spun out your mind?
Up for 90 hours, just wasting my time
Can we admit that you said you were into me?
Said I was a sequel when in fact I was a trilogy
You tore me up like paper then call me "Troublemaker"
I went further than them, it went deeper than that
You were the instigator, you set me up for later
I'm not letting it go, it's much deeper than that
I won't outstay my welcome, you can fade and you can crack
You can call me when you need me, I will never call you back
You can't forget what's been forgotten
You lie to them then lie to me
And I don't think about you often
You were just a fantasy
I can get my life back, watch your life unfold
You can watch me bounce back
You were never in control (Control)
Don't you backpedal
I said "Don't you backpedal"
Don't you backpedal, baby
'Cause you said what you said
Don't backpedal, baby
'Cause you said what you said
What you said, what you said
You can't forget what's been forgotten
You lie to them then lie to me
And I don't think about you often
You were just a fantasy
I can get my life back, watch your life unfold
You can watch me bounce back
You were never in control (Control)