The keyboard lines of this song are very haunting and the words come from poetry I made some time ago.
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Story behind the song
This song is actually a poem turned into a song. Maybe I should talk about what motivated me to write the poem and what it is about.
I think I was bored in the middle of class when I decided to write a poem (it's always that way). I envisioned myself being in an empty space, in an empty little room with nothing but me, a table, and a chair I sit on. I feel apathetic and while I'm pondering, "the cymbals crash into each other" in the background. Even so, I seem to be unaffected. But eventually, I scream and go practically ballistic. Then everything turns silent and I realize that I am alone.
Lyrics
I sit at a table
And ponder
Oh, deeply
Silently
Silently
The clutches of apathy dawn on me
My soul is broken
Oh, restless
Not at peace
Not at peace
Thunder strikes
The cymbals crash into each other
But I stay quiet
Unaffected
Quiet
Still
Then inside I scream!
I shriek in my mind!
Everything is silent,
The space is empty,
The wind is gone,
I am alone.