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The lost innocence of youth and descending into the madness of modern day life.
Bare feet on a long dirt road
Cut through the forests of my soul
A summer wind blows through my hair, reminds me of the way it used to be
Saturday evening, summertime skies, lay on my back and open my eyes
26 years, where have they gone? Lord I can't stand what I've become
'Cause, oh, if mamma could see me now
She'd surely die of pain
I crawl a low road through the whiskey flood
The son has gone down, casting shadows, casting shame
Top of the morning, how do you do?
Memories fade, but I remember you
I see your face, but can't place the name
Is it Judas, is it James
Life is a river, Long and Old
We search for silver and for gold
Life is lost along the way and hell collects the price you pay
No hope for tomorrow, terrified to face the day
Fingers of depression reaching out to me
Lord, am I evil to kill myself before it kills me?