First single off upcoming album, Black Swan Songs.
Lyrics
[Intro]
Told you it wouldn't be easy
You gonna find out why I am the way I am
I ain't f*** in' playin' anymore
Let's clear the air
[Verse 1]
Awake from my slumber and there you were
Emotions filled with so much outbursts
I figured you'd be riding out in a hearse
With the sh** you bring out of me
I feel so out of control
You're in control with my emotions
You're like a cancer in my heart
At first I thought you were cool
Certain comments were made
I didn't like that sh**
You're painting a target on your back, girl
I'm the one aiming the crossbow at you
Don't you dare duck, girl
I might just hit my friend with friendly fire
He has a thing for you too
I don't like that sh**
My judgment is clouded
And I'm about to set the world on fire
Burn it all to the ground
Because I don't give a f***
I really like you and we don't even know each other
My boy likes you and he's like a brother to me
I can't believe I'm gonna let some dumb b*** get in the way
Hell's about to freeze over like absolute zero
[Chorus]
I tried to give her my soul
Give her my heart
And do it for the love
But you ripped it apart
And I don't know how much longer I can take this
Because I can't take this
I'm so so so far gone
I'm cold as ice
I'm so so so far gone
I'm cold as ice
[Verse 2]
Feeling so unstable
I Wanna be able
To figure out the end game
I saw us having a fairy tale ending
The only ending I see now
Is me laying in a pool of my own blood
With a suicide note with me blaming you
You being in my life is the worst possible thing
Now it's impossible to get rid of you
Not even a lifetime ban could keep you away
You'll come back eventually
But eventually I'm gonna be the one that's gone
You're just another Christy doing more damage to me
You're just awakening a beast that's waiting to be set free
I can't believe I let you do this to me
Personally this could be the best thing that has happened to me
Opening my eyes and finally being able to see
You're not in control with my destiny
About to turn the knob up to my intensity
My heart is colder than ever
[Chorus]
I tried to give her my soul
Give her my heart
And do it for the love
But you ripped it apart
And I don't know how much longer I can take this
Because I can't take this
I'm so so so far gone
I'm cold as ice
I'm so so so far gone
I'm cold as ice
[Bridge]
See
I could admit I'm a bad person
You brought the tyrant out of me
I wish we could be together
Knowing damn well you turned my heart black
My feelings are out of my reach
Your heart is out of my reach
I'm in your reach
You've come face to face with the Devil
[Verse 3]
The truth comes out sooner or later
This whole time I've been back in Tampa
I can't keep your name out of my mouth
My feelings for you keeps going south
You're always on my mind
Wishing you were here
But you can't be
I'm just really angry
Like the Incredible Hulk
Go Hulk Smash
Destroying everything in my path
Because I want you but can't have you
I feel like I've started World War 3
Had to be that one person to f*** sh** up
Now I'm just f*** in' sh** up
Doing it all for you
Hoping one day you'll appreciate the art I've made for you
Having to pretend to hate you
You'll never know I really like you
Even got high with you on your birthday
It'll be the only day we were good
Now I'm bad with a black heart
My feelings are cold just like my love for you
I'm ready to set it free
[Chorus]
I tried to give her my soul
Give her my heart
And do it for the love
But you ripped it apart
And I don't know how much longer I can take this
Because I can't take this
I'm so so so far gone
I'm cold as ice
I'm so so so far gone
I'm cold as ice