Produced by Anno Domini. Recorded by Adrian McCann at Audio District Recording Studios.
What if I told you that I wish I could hold you?
All the things I withhold, too, that I wish your good soul knew
That I wanna share the hours of the day in your presence
Share the lives we share in reverence for the Triune sharin' essence
That I wanna share with you infinite words
Every minute to converse with no inhibited urge
And mimic the ultimate source of love for limited hurt
That I wanna take my heart & fit it with yours
Winnin' it first, promise to cherish it, never to misuse
It's true that I'm filled with these feelings you induced
And the more that I'm with you, the more that I miss you
And the more that I miss you, the more that I wish you
And I were not separated by this distance
And you have been the interest of my wishes since
I found you, my godsend, serenity into my heart
What if you knew I want the end o' me an' you apart?
Oh, how I hope that you will become mine,
I hope that our two divergent lives converge and meet
And if I won't get you in this lifetime,
I hope that I'll get to see you for eternity
I can no longer contain these feelings, it got too hard
It's not a fluke you were brought to me to share my new start
And although each day, it gets harder and harder
I wanna be your best friend before I'm ever your partner
Founded on the Solid Rock so we don't fall, give you my all
My life has been blessed with you placed in it, all thanks to my call
It's hard to supress this fire burnin' deep inside me
Melting my heart, I can't hold it in, it's seepin' slightly
And I just can't help, but think...ahead and plan
A life spent with you, us linked...hand in hand
I'm already daydreamin' of a special day
When you'll be close to me, not far from me, and you'll stay
Safe in my arms, no words can express your worth
You got me captivated, my innards immersed in mirth
Wonderin' whether our friendship will ever go beyond
But I'll never ever endeavour to sever our bond
Am I in over my head? I just wanna see your face
Mullin' over, I dread this being just another phase
Maybe crazed for Ashley doses, but the Lord has me focused
For my most distant friend, you're closest, so jus' Know This...
If your life ends up takin' you farther away
I hope we'll end up together with our Father Yahweh
Because you are EXACTLY what I was prayin' for
Not enough days when I visit, wanna be stayin' more
Always impressin', yes, when you hug me snugly, it's right
Maybe too wistful, guessin' expressin' my glee excites
It's a beautiful blessin', dressed in an ugly disguise
Battle with bein' enticed, but communication is nice
And it's scary to look at it and wonder, "What if it dies?"
But if I won't have you this life, we will still both have His prize
I will wait, will continue to cope and set to trod abroad
I will state my thrill in you and hope I get the nod from God
You're on my mind always, in the daytime,
Sunshine, in the nighttime, know that you're my recurrin' dream
And it reminds me that it's a long time
Standby, in the meantime, oh, how my heart yearns in me...