Where have all my friends gone?
No one’s left to say it’s not my fault.
Their loyalty should be applauded.
Where has all my joy gone?
Jump for joy so no one else has to.
Maybe I should just drift away
People look at me and smile
‘Wow’ they say ‘it’s been a while’
Except I’ve been here all along
There’s always room for self-loathing
Selfless like a little sting
But not big enough for injury
Please don’t… I don’t want to feel anymore.
You pick me up and test my skin
Insert the knife and twist it in
The juices run sweet and fast