I feel so guilty
To feel your lips next to me
A phantom fleeting into the night
You justify; you make me right
I hide my feelings
From the world and from my heart
I chanced to meet you in the dark
I fell for you. Things fell apart.
I crave your shapes
Explore them all in brand new ways
In the dark
Silent whispers. Broken hearts.
Are these feelings real or right?
Under my umbrella we watch the storms pass
We watch it roll away
16. Cap gun
The clock ticks down with an even precision
I pass from one second into the fourth dimension
Do you know what it’s like to stare through a clock?
Seconds become hours and hours into chalk
Experience is my best friend for today
But he lies and betrays
Hating your best friend feels so wrong
But the list goes on and on
Everything goes back to a single precision
Just a moment in time that I didn’t listen
It’s like I’m lost. I just want that shock
Maybe that jolt will finally start the clock