I was incenseare showed no interest and still you persevaered but thing got out of han and I didn't realize how I made you feel and the things I did were just not fair I should get my asked kicked but I sit and wait and ask forgiveness but I have to forgive myself first now faced by the mistakes I made I sit in the rain this pain in my heart makes it all fall apart and I cant believe it took this long to see inside my own soul now im left with nowhere togo to end this misery just keep trying and hope it works out I fall apart when I think of what I did to you it wasn't right and there was no excuse cause a man knows how to handle stress no matter what level and that where I fell short I damaged the side of you that was fun and I wish I could fix it knowing that your miserable makes my heart ache so plase take it all away take me away from this I ask you please deliver me from this tourment and regret its not that I want to forget but change for the better