when we speak we must choose the words emanating from our minds, through the mouth. we must speak in order to unite not to divide. we must not always entertain every thought that comes into our thinking. we must filter the ideas that permeate into our actions. we must therefore, be responsible enough in everything that we must express. we must therefore be cautious in the fuel that we feed our ignition to speak.. If we seek influence then we must speak through our actions. An adage, "Actions speak louder than words" is pretty much telling the truth. we must yeild to it......

i want to take a hike, take my bike and ride away from here. to a place where i can just be me. to a place where serenity resides and love abundantly lives.... i want to stop and smell the flowers and touch the clandestine sky... i want to breathe and sleep and breathe and then lie on green grass....... until i seize sunset and capture moonlight! Someday ....... someday......... and i want to do that with you.... :)

he is gone yet he still gave me a nostalgic feeling of longing... i don't want this.. but can' fight it.. i am so afraid. as the lonely summer breeze blows gently in the afternoon and he reminds me of saner melody.

lately, i am walking on clouds.. i feel the light feeling of having a chance to walk on heaven. however, i feel my feet still long for the earth. they long to touch the ground of which i belong. i love the feeling of flying yet there is inside me prodding me to wake up and stand and walk and move on. i am lost in my world. i am lost in this fiery place. where no guarantee of a right road. i am in another crossroads. but i am still afraid to take a leap. there is no security in the path i will choose bu why do i feel the weight of gravity in my shoulders? i do not know where i am going to. Whether to stay or to finally set my feet back on the ground..... but i pray somebody will help me and assist me, more so join me.. i need a companion.

reading between what is seen and what is unseen, i believe, something beautiful is coming. this is not an assumption. i revered inference but with basis and at the end of my observation, i know my hypothesis will be proven. my evidences are not scarce. they are everywhere. they are written within your smiles, your stares, your songs, your words and your actions. i see a different person aglowing from your heart. i see a different person from the one i've met a year ago. your charm with music is still there but it felt warmer now than before. i still see that gruffness out there but your soft side emerges delicately and slowly. i see your interest in the things that i do. but i prayed above all that your heart will see my special friend and savior. I hope in next months that we will spend together, you will see Him better and brighter. that in the end you'll see that your music is geared towards His love and your blessings are fruits of His grace. i'll pray for that. i' ll pray for that. until you fall in love with Him.