Ben
@Ben Carrera
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Austin, TX USA
Joined Mar 3, 2008
just a pretty boy - episode I: cheated & used
Current mood: crushed
...there's something special about you... ...i just can't seem to figure it out... ...it burns my heart to fully understand... ...where has this admirable fire fallen from... ...its such a natural reaction and i feel so alive... ...your presence is beautifully new... ...constantly taking my breath away... ...i need you, i need your assistance, i need your oxygen... ...you make me feel alright... ...and that's okay 'cause you've set a fire inside... ...yet, i can't believe the things you've said to me... ...the things that made me believe that dreams still existed... ...the way you made me feel, the way you made me feel... ...how comfortable your warming presence was... ...the cold night at 4am that could not seperate us... ...like a dream that safely melted me into your soul... ...why couldn't i figure it out that this was really a dream... ...a temporary state of relief... ...and suddenly you faded... ...as if i scared you away... ...like the lonely flower i should've never picked.. ...the tentacles of my heart are aching and you've just walked away... ...far away...
next episode: "i hate how women treat me." or "i give, i give and they just take."
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