my rose my sweet smelling rose how i dream of smelling your natural scent in the morning recognizing it as yours and what is yours is mine my rose how I would love to kiss you to kiss your beckoning lips would be my duty your innocent beauty begins from within a priceless beauty I have won with my words my precious rose I live for your love only your love can truly fuel me I live to sexually please you what is mine is yours my sweet rose your caring stare often weakens me your caring ways regularly strengthen my darling rose is there anything else in life but you

in a dungeon serving as a jail breakfast is served they are sandwiches of ketchup and mustard another taste is also there there are no beverages or refreshment the rear of this holding tank often smells of feces and urine while the rest smells of only urine the jail is affectionately called the piss house I now sleep on these floors with no pillow for there are no beds in this jail there is not much ventilation in this jail only tile floors cement walls and iron bars there is a small section to shower in the back of the tank as a whole in the open off to itself there are two or three toilets that must be flushed with a bucket of water it does not always flush there was a young man who cried he could not believe he was in a place like this he had never been to jail before there was another who was so hardened that he said he did not care if he ever got out his spirit was fiery he was not in very long behind jail bars I am trapped but many stories are shared many different lives there are female prisoners right outside not far from the front bars their front bars can be seen from ours one wanted to go home with me if I were to be escorted back across the borders they all waved and told me goodbye as police walked me past their cell they were sexy and sweet behind jail bars a fight breaks out I move out of the falling man's way as he is hit trying to make it to the front of the tank of cells after getting up from the floor from a prior series of blows on the other hand the police are greedy for prisoners' monies they feel they are entitled to a percentage of it jail bars when am I getting out ? send me to Hattieville ! something must happen but everyone wants to be released jail bars

I was not truly represented by my attorney Ms. Felicia Ross [media] . She did not represent my views. She withheld information from me. She would not submit information on my behalf. And she lied to me. She would not let me defend myself in court. I want new representation. I want a defense. First of all, Ross has been discouraging me from even taking the matter to trial in the first place. She lied and said it was impossible for the Referee (judge) to talk to my daughter directly in private counsel. I have been asking her this since we met. Ross did not give me any paperwork on anything at anytime. It seemed as if she did not want me to win. Or even to be given a fair shot. I was not given a chance to defend myself. I am within the law to conceal my child from her mother if I believe I am keeping her from harm. I truly believed in my heart it was for her safety. There was no court order stating that I could not leave the country. We went legally. I was not allowed to give my view, or accounts of Zaria's family's abuse. My only crime was not reporting our whereabouts to the court. All other allegations are false and have gone unchallenged. Abuse of any kind should not be overlooked or dismissed. It is her [media] claims of abuse that have these attorneys fighting me. It is her claims against me that is the foundation and basis for everything that has happened in the last two years. Her claims alone are what have had temporary restraining orders put on me. I am the only person who is interested in proving myself innocent of abuse, or of being a danger. She has damaged me in the media. She has been concealing my child since 2005. I want her charged with that as well. There is a police report written on a day in October 2007 in which she locked out officers. That is stressful on a child. Ross withheld information on what was on record regarding Butler/Walker. She was discouraging. Butler/Walker and I have not been in a relationship since 1999. We have not gotten into any mutual physical skirmishes since 2001. Ross did not release this information. I was not defensed. And I was not the aggressor in these. I do not know how it was found that I was. I have the right to have her questioned. And I have the right to a truthful attorney.

I just wrote this blog to see how many people actually read blogs. My name is Dahnje. I will write more if people read them.