so sick cannot walk two days of falling down when trying to get to the bathroom deleirous guy he just will not get into the car and let us take him to the doctor. plum refuses to go man i think the dude is on the croak but what can i do? i don't even have a car the ambulance guys told me they cannot take the guy anywhere he don't want to go. man i feel so useless how can a guy be so stupid. macho maybe? or bat shit crazy maybe? gee whiz i sure do wish this thing had not been plopped on my front door . so now it sure seems i have been made responsible for the macho moron. from every thing i can see he is going to croak off any minute but try and get him into the car and to the emergency room. if he don't do something soon i will have to call the coroner. gosh darn it why me i just hate this plop there it was all stuck on me i told my sons i told my wife i told every body boy howdy why me what can i do to get into his hard head that he really needs a doctor right quick i sent the boys over to grab him and force him into the car but we are not going to be able to force him into the emergency room. myself i cant do anything physical because i have been going to chemo and radiation treatments because i got lung cancer and the treatments make me really weak

i really do not know what to say or how to react but yes indeed i got lung cancer going to start chemo soon all i can do is hope for the best but lots of people who get cancer croak . i sure do hope they can fix me up. but that chemo thing just dont look all that good to me. it would seem that what they do is poison people hoping the cancer croaks before the person does. going to lose my long golden locks i have been growing my hair for 30 years it's kinda like when the cowsills sang about it in the movie hair. i did i grew it until it stopped by itself glowin flowin long as i can grow it my hair i am going to look really weird being bald but whatever i can be bald if they cure my cancer and even be thankfull for it

i went to the doctor and he had me get a chest xray. a couple of days later he called me and told me i had a point of concern in my right lung. well isn't that just dandy. could be nothing but could be something like lung cancer i smoked like a stack for many years so quitting may not have helped. bummer all i can do until they call me back for more tests is worry. well if i got it i got it whatcha gonna do i like life and had hoped to stay here a bit longer but you get what you get. but still it bums me out. worry worry worry that's me now. i reckon it's better in a way because i would go to pieces if my wife croaked first. she is my life my heart with no reservations. i have always fretted this time of life i knew it was coming. can't just keep getting older and older without one of us going on the croak. well if i don't blog anymore you probably know why i will write if it turns out ok. so if you have the time say a little prayer for me maybe god will hear it and cut me some slack i love you all thank you for having supported me all these years

I been here a very very long time. i am very unpopular i got 600 tunes or what ever they are some have some nifty lyrics. my self i can't play a note i just glue pieces together and presto you get my music. it makes me laugh a lot. some of the clips i use are from my family spencer play's a wicked guitar matthew has got this big old set of congas sarah is on bass ray plays banjo juliana plays violin she is absolute bona fide she plays in the symphony. i have been busy building electric tricycles don't know why? it is fun i built my fifth one this month when i built it i used a 20 inch frame because a 16 inch motor cycle tire fits on a 20 inch bike rim when i built it it came with a set of white wall tires i left them on for the first few trips this trike has a 1500 watt 48 volt set up and it smoked the front tire in two days i use shinko 2,50/16" it's scary flying a walmart trike at 40 mph. the next trike i am going to have a motor in all three wheels probably not much faster but i will really be able to pull hole shots it will get to thirty real quick any way thanks for the email and stuff ...

hi everybody i wanted to write something " i wrote taking a quite serious tone". i have of late been losing control. i cry uncontrollably a lot methinks i am on the croak i am quite old or at least my body is i have started to shake. so much so i can hardly hit the right keys on the keyboard. oh and pain i got that to. my back hurts my head hurts and i am quite feeble. i kinda wonder what happens to all the crap i put up here after i am gone i guess it dont matter much nobody ever listened to it anyway. i did it because i thought it was fun. i never figured it to come of anything just entertained me while i was doing it. yeah there are a few catchy words in my tunes but so what i am the only guy who ever listened to it made me laugh a lot but that's about it well anyway if i croak before i get back here my life has been a gas i have been a very happy old dude and that is what counts i guess. i will leave the fame and fortune to my children and wish them as much laughter and smiles as i have had... good night america where ever you are...........