alden
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aldenbeaver
Nov 23, 2009
most people don't know me
my alias is havocate,
Introduce myself in the game
show em im tha shyt,
Underground hiphop artist
Northern Ontario,
Haven't had my music
to go on the radio,
aldenbeaver
Oct 18, 2009
These are my truest feelin's i ever told of my expression
dealing with pain fullfilled with the great depression
can anybody feel my pain can anybody?
deep inside wounded in my feelings lonely
I try so hard pushing myself to be the best
one thing i can't get somethin' outta my chest
what you did to me after i told you to wait
I can't believe it now i got anger full of hate
at times i just want to kill this gat you f***ed
maybe i wasn't good enough for you dirty cunt
I think about that you don't really have feelin's
Feelin's for me its the reason why i get mad dealin
Of all the bullsh*** drama we still go though
even when were not together what you do
Inside my feelings can't get any better
only someone can replace from you forever
aldenbeaver
Aug 30, 2009
We ridin' slow, every block we go
trying to hunt down the mutha f***a dat owe
My money, rolled me up carryin' O's
He's going to pay the price and now he knows
Hiding out somewhere in Thunder Bay City
Home of the giant "man f*** tha police"
I don't give a damn if i have to get charged
Get throwin' in jail for months behind bars
I really hate getting ripped don't start to trip
when i see you bust your lip f***in' big bi***
Would've made a dolla dolla billz already
Maybe i'll go f*** pust pust your lady
Why did you have to just made it worse
Full of anger inside of me waiting to burst
So be careful boy! When you get rolled
Accidents will happen so now your told!
aldenbeaver
Jun 16, 2009
Thats all you will ever be
You say them n***z cheated
no its the different men that you needed
now listen carefully let me repeat it
Its the different men that you frickin' needed
Guys call ya up to come and drink
just for a lay whoa stop right there think?
What will happen if ya get raped
or getting video cammed on tape?
Its either getting knocked up yo'
without thinking of raising a child glow
{Open Collab}
aldenbeaver
Jun 16, 2009
im only doing it for vengeance, before i get sentence
For all you're bullsh*** non-sense, What can say "depends"
Dissin' ya on mic, remind me of a dike
probably went for one right?, just slipped out "yikes"
You just a f*** bag, what rod dogs had
You must've been glad, how many d**k you had
you Disgust me bi***, skank ho you need to switch
No wonder you get ditched, one day you gonna get sick
HIV, AIDS, Sexual Transmitted Diseases
Homies will want to say more "PLEASE"
Passing it around all over take it ease
Think about it for a minute right there "Freeze"
Close you're ugly ass legs atleast
Don't let em rez dogs get unleashed
Dirty stank pussy of yours "geeze"
stop suckin' popstickles on your knees
check how i flow, lettin' other n***z know
that your one of the big skank ass hoe
aldenbeaver
Jun 12, 2009
Now lemme tell you this boo, Im down to stay true
No matter what we go through, im always be here for you
You're my precious queen, addicted as a dopfien
You're my one and only, its why i still breathe
I just wanna let cha know, I'll never let cha go
listen to how i flow, for you're feelings to grow
every single word i say, try everything in anyway
aldenbeaver
May 31, 2009
Baby this song goes out to you, and im down to stay real true
No matter what i go through, No matter what i do
You're always my baby boo, and oh god i love you
I never want to lose you, i hope you feel the same too
I'll be still by your side, even if i get locked up inside
being in prison or for life, i know sh*** ain't gon' be alright
It'll would be so sad going away, until this day i pray
aldenbeaver
May 13, 2009
Soon as i step up to a whole new level
I thank god i didn't sold my soul to the devil
A wonderful gift i have within me man
For some people that don't believe in me "damn"!
Im not doing this for anyone "im just following my dream"
True inspiration from the bests and reality seems
No man alive would ever made this far
Without giving up trying to reach for the star
Maybe for some rappers do that are in the fame
Even the legends passed on that were in the game
All i want is to be known for once in a life time
Millionaire artist instead of making not much dime
Reading Source Magazine about celebrities
wishing i could be one chilling with groupies
Being on MTV, Much Music, Much vibe
Black Entertainment, or on stage public live
aldenbeaver
May 13, 2009
Im tired getting income every end of the month
I can't even get nothing, Welfare ain't enough
I sell drugs just to make extra cash to spend
One day this will all come to an end
I never graduated from high school or go to college
I gained wisdom writing poets with knowledge
Learned mathematics counting money to stack
Its what i do once in a while when im back
In a small isolated f***ed up community
or any other places if have something with me
Hiphop music is my only option now
to get me out being poor and im down
for getting signed a contract in a record label
IF that happens i would be able...
Be more reliable making music addition
speaking the truth with my own creation
aldenbeaver
May 12, 2009
i enjoy smoking weed going off legit
Being in this kind of situation with no regrets
I just hope you'll understand my words coming out
Living my life the fulliest without a doubt
aldenbeaver
May 12, 2009
{Verse 1}
I ain't got time for games with all the bullsh*** drama
In a relationship that is so f***ed why do you wanna?
Continue on thats getting us scared deep inside our lives
Look at you're own problems the truth is in your eyes
No need to keep living you're days with full of lies
When im stressed, i smoke marijuana to feel high
I watch the world go by thinking wondering why!
Why am i feeling so depressed "i just want to die"
Im reminiscing for the good times we had
Tearz rollin' down on my face i became more sad
Every now and then it doesn't feel the same anymore
Things change "just watch me walk out of that door!"
aldenbeaver
May 12, 2009
{Chorus}
so i'm saying, f***
the bi***. i don't need
this sh***. i'm gonna
live life to the fullest
and i have no regrets.
so f*** the bi***.
i don't need this
sh***. i'm gonna
smoke weed feel
high like it's ligit.
aldenbeaver
May 07, 2009
Im down back in the game, with my homies i ain't playin'
Native Syndicate is my click, Its the life i choose to pick
Slanging dope selling drugs, competeting with these other thugs
we making money plenty, in the streets that are empty
open spots to collect, dollar billz is what we get
I wear my white bandana hanging, right pocket below swanging
I love to do gang banging, now is this what im bragging
spittin' where i representin', a pyscho path killer man
bi*** its true i don't pretend, someday my life would come to and end
aldenbeaver
May 06, 2009
Take a real good look what we spilling
Oil spills all the mining going under making drills
burial grounds get awakening as it gets me chills
aldenbeaver
May 05, 2009
I dedicate this to my baby momma,
With so much love everything i got "becuz i wanna",
Now we back reunited once again...
What i want is to be more than your boyfriend...
"I give my life for you im down to stay true"
No matter what we went through? I still loved you boo!
For my point of view??? "You're so precious, and beautiful"
Coming back together was a miracle
Being with you? You're more likely my wife
all im asking is for you? "I want be with you the rest of my life"
Enternity spiritually, integrity in reality
aldenbeaver
May 05, 2009
Life is scarcity, Most people live in poverty
Welfare living some victims plan to do robbery
Drug dealers trying to make profits on blood money
We all need to make changes in our lives equally
crime everywhere blood bath killing
seems like no one cares even the dope dealing
Some day one man will do the job cleaning
When the time comes it'll be the new beginning
as the world we live still keeps spinning
aldenbeaver
Aug 19, 2008
This girl meant to me so much in my life
Between me and her, she was more likely my wife
Everything went so fast falling in love
Having sex, tongue kissing, rubbing and hugs
I loved looking at her beautiful brown eyes
Lips, Apple bottom, hips, and her thighs
It was all good being with her in the beginning
in the middle and not at the very last ending
Although I miss every little thing about her
Yo’ hold up man don’t even bother
Is it because she ain’t right for me homes
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aldenbeaver
Apr 10, 2008
I can't make it to sleep at night, sometimes i don't feel alright
I gotta make it through, its all because you
Making it so hard for me, you were my one and only
It was kinda f***'d being together, i guess it didn't last forever
I was so confused, psychologically abused
I felt so screwed, "Im sorry to be rude"
You know how i can be, I know you don't love me
I guess you don't have a feeling, now this is what im dealing
Every once in awhile i snort perc, I can't stand being hurt
Im tired of the aches and pains, "but still, i still remain"
to try to be strong, to stay focus, be calm
Im trying to move on, i just can't move along
I remember packing my bag, looking so f***in' sad
I just thought of walking away, i had nothing to say
without saying goodbye, I felt like i wanted to die
Whats worth of feeling pain, Im tired of this game
aldenbeaver
Apr 09, 2008
I been handlin' stress, feelin' more depressed,
How can i make it less, I need to get it off my chest.
Sometimes i get upset, why did i became obsessed.
Wish we have never met, i know you have alot of regrets
I guess it was a waste of time, listenin' to you lyin'
I need to get it off of my mind, i can tell your still denyin'
that you crossed the line, telling me lies cryin'
you can try thats fine, your making me slowly dyin'
after all you gave me pain, messing my thoughts playin'
then you wanted to change, like what you were sayin'
but you were still the same, why do i get the blame
please don't its a shame, what you say is so lame
for f***ing up the relationship, everyday i feel like sh!t
I have never f*** another b!tch, girl you need to switch
I just can't believe it, that you really did cheated
Finally you did admit it, this is not what i needed
Im young man whose not fully grown Wounded as an inner child being alone I grew up living in a broken home 22 years now being on my own struggling, caught up in a hustle Addicted with P's its a struggle I need them oxycotton in my system If their were lines ready you know i do them Can't make dough because my addiction In my life of mine theres no perfection maybe i can't forgive for what went wrong feeling pain within me i felt i don't belong Living in this cruel world suicidal thoughts As my past creeping on me as it "HAUNTS"