Jason
Beautiful Sadness
Last Saturday
Beautiful Sadness
My bearings on life are lost
I can't seem to figure out the cost
Of being happy, without fear
But I turn again another year
Without cause or reason to be here.
I'm beginning to wonder why I'm alive
My emotions stabbing me like a thousand knives
Is this life worth it? To be here without place
I feel the tears flowing down my face
As I sit here pondering my world,
My thoughts fall on a pearl,
A perfect sphere, clear of sin
White, for saints rising again
My thoughts fall also on my friends
These thoughts always chasing me around the bend
Most of my friends aren't true,
Lies and false promises fall with youth
I need someone to tell me they will always be there
I need someone that I can tell my deepest fears
My thoughts again wander to other people.
Why must people be so uncaring and cold?
This "I don't care" shit is getting old.
I just once want to meet someone like me.
Me now. The way I always wanted to be.
I find truth in despair, and I don't like it.
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Someone to Love You
Last Saturday
The deed is done, the love is gone,
You really don't see what you did wrong.
But all the things that you did right,
Weren't enough to stop the fight,
So now you're standing all alone.
No one to talk to; no one's home.
You start to think about the past,
And then you see why it didn't last.
You took it for granted, and didn't think
That your one true love was on the brink
Of getting out, of backing off;
Love finally broke and wandered off.
The person who loved you disappeared;
No one to love you sure felt weird.
But don't fear, for this is true:
There is a love quite near to you.
All you have to do is look and see;
Someone to love you; there they'll be.
Someone to pick you up when you're down.
Someone to form a smile from a frown.
Someone to talk to when you're alone,
Someone to come and share your home.
The home in your heart is empty,
But I know there will always be:
Someone To Love You
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Winter Thoughts
Last Saturday
Winter Thoughts
Emotions deep inside raging like fire,
Each one bringing out a different desire
Confusing the senses and clouding the mind
Mixing together like water and fire
Summer winds clear the head, easing memories
Unwanted thoughts wiped away with the sun
Then Winter comes, bringing a relapse of pain
Those thoughts return, you've got nowhere to run
Your mind is confused, you don't know what's real
Ribbons of thoughts fill dreaming shores
Time stands still; you face your fears one more time
Pushing the evil away to hide in the darkness once more
You're free for another year, till the Winter returns
And your fears come back to even the score...
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Dark Forces
Last Saturday
Dark Forces
Black as night, the dark forces gather,
Melting through the shadows of my mind.
Clouds of evil, undescribeable things;
Entities that are born from nightmares forgotten.
Cold eyes gaze through the void,
Searching for a weakness on which to impose their wrath.
These destructive forces slowly grow stronger;
Their eyes penetrating my very being.
As the Barriers slowly melt away,
The monsters advance in masses.
My mind then breaks, crumbling into a jumbled mess,
And I Smile,
For these evil things remind me...
They remind me of who I am supposed to be...
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