Heather
The Fault of Me
May 15, 2008
The sunny sky opens
And I see the the stars
My tail is tucked
And I'm chasing cars
There is a gapping hole
In the deep blue sea
It starts swirling
And it swallows me
Its a tragedy
Its so sad you see
And still I can't believe
Our future has become our history
Everything you say is news to me
Blame is placed on the fault of me
And you refuse to see
The heart of me
But you'll start to see
You'll always be a part of me
This is my reality...
The snow is falling
Yet the ice melts
My mind is gripping
What my heart once felt
Crashing waves
On my window pane
A room so sunny
But all I see is rain
Can't you take this pain
Carry it with you so I can sustain
This life of emptiness and constant rain
This heart of mine I will detain
Facade smiles hide the pain
Our hurt remains..
In time my strength will regain
And I may learn to love again
Leaving a broken heart behind that face of fame.
I hope you have enjoyed your game.
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You loved her wrong
May 15, 2008
I've come to realize
Over the years
Sometimes the smiles
Aren't worth the tears
Love can't always
Relenquish our fears
At times alone
I drown in my tears
Love didn't stand
A dying chance
You gave up on love
We lost romance
Left in desperate hours
No one to hold hands
I search for new love
Your court new romance
At times I suppose
An angel must die
In order for truth
To find why she cries
Tears flood her mind
Both day and night
Unable to shed tears
She has died inside
She cried by your side
Eyes silver grey and blue
Trying to understand
Just how to love you
You sneered and turned
Her heart held strong
Long enough to realize
You waited too long...
You loved her too wrong
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Dirty D Done Dirt Cheap
May 15, 2008
Okay, hold up
its my turn to make a confession
Get my profession out there
cause I swear
soon enough I'll hear
shit spittin through those lips kickin
out lies and stories
everything you believed to be your glory
when in fact, babe,
I'll be your downfall.
It doesn't get better
when your road wethers
when the sparkles fade
you'll see the memories in your mind are jaded
terminated
No, its not that I didn't love you
Nope, thats not even half the truth
much too much
but not much more
can't fall for those lies that tore,
eyes that tore
my heart in two
can't believe I gave an honest f*ck about you
But here it is
sad and true
a story of love colliding
a rocky year worn through.
I thought we were too good to be true
thanks for proving
it was sad but true
you cheated once
cause that was your game
your dirty D' so you had to withhold your name
then came twice, heres my mistake
I still treated you right
thinking I could shake it
Sure, yes, I'll admit
we broke up for a bit
you deserved it
I moved on, dated someone new
Can't help that it was someone you knew
I guess they saw I deserved better
I'm a good girl and I could do better
But then comes the letter
full of regret
full of pain, wishing you'd never done that
You come back on your knees
full of apoligies
Then all is forgotten
when you no longer needed me
You don't want to remember
Don't want to feel bad
For destroying the best thing
You may EVER have
We could've been soul mates
I could've been the one
I know I was in it for the long run
I hope you remember that
When your next tells you she's just having fun
A year later I've resorted to be noone
Noone to you
But someone to another
I've never had a problem finding a lover
You know the truth
You've always known
But the facts are still there
You were king on my thrown
I never wandered
Never strayed
You couldn't trust ME 'cause what YOU did that day
Live with it, Deal with it
Good fucking luck
I hope you die with it
Cry with it
Write a fucking song so your reminded of it
You see, it bothers me not
That you've gone and forgot
Its probably best
Pull the bullet from your chest
Choke and die on it
Now I'm stuck lying in your shit
That you left behind
Can't clear you out of my mind
Can't find a love to call mine
I'll be honest
I didn't think we'd get that far
A blow job, a booty call, a night at the bar
Its all I expected
From a guy like you
You know a lot of people
And repeated stories render true
I thought I saw the real you
Through sexy blue eyes I saw rendevous
Through the smoke screen
I saw my future with you
Trusted and believed in you
The stories getting old
Nauseous and cold
Can't believe I let those words get told
"I love you"
It must've been to your reflection in my eyes
Did it really take me this long
to realize
I was living a lie
In love with my high
Thanking the stars in the sky
For each day I had you by my side
Fearing it may be broken by next sunlight
By another wasted fight
Arguments I could never win
You'd never give in
Open my heart to one who could never believe
I should warn the next girl
To hurry and leave
Cause everyone knows
You'll put her heart on her sleeve
You'll do her just as shitty
Its a fucking pity
You can't stick anything out
You scream and shout
Shit gets bad
Blame your mom and dad
Throw back another drink
Never stop to think
Of those your hurting
Can't see past your own conceit
Its only you your deserting
One lonely man
With all the friends in the world
But you'll never be able to see
your world in 'just one friend'
So this is where you get off
This is our detrimental end.
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