
Lidle B
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"The Meaning of Life". What does it mean? Many ages all have tried to figure out this so called meaning, and no successes. Some say there is no way of figuring it out, while others say it's found in your own true happiness inside. I know that I have chosen a path to find the true meaning of life and in doing so, I have battled my own demons that have laughed at me, and brought me down. These demons were the people that I thought were "supposed" to love me from day-to-day; never abondoning me! I almost killed myself and these demons almost won! I stress "ALMOST"! Through it all, I'm proud of myself, because, "I am a survivor and beat my demons"
Band/artist history
Was not raised poor, rather raised in a rather enriched environment, from a family owned business.
Attended a prestigious college outside of Wheeling, WV called Bethany College where I recorded my first track in the college radio station production room, called, Funeral Bells in 1996.
Applied Funeral Bells onto MP3.com in 1997 when MP3.com first established against unknown recording artists, Outkast and maintained number one on the charts for 4 consecutive months.
Was e-mailed by NITTO tires to promote their products in a rap song in commercial form using their slogan, Show Your Tattoo in 1997, but never followed up with it.
Went into hiding for the next 9 years because I felt I lost my opportunity to Catch the Dream
During this 9 years I had my heart broken when I found out Eminem was the next white rapper to appear BIG time
Sent another song I recorded entitled, Street Dreams in 2001 to Rick Derringer, "producer and lead seinger of hang on sloopy", who gave me contact to B.J. Shapiro. The next 4 years seemed to go nowhere.
From 2001-2005 I lost many jobs, gotten a divorce, am losing my kids, faced losing my respect and position in my family, and all financial stability.
In March of 2005 I decided I had enough and attempted suicide and landed myself in a psychiatric ward of the Brownsville Hospital of Brownsville, PA.
I have faced many abondonments but faced them and am still hitting the music charts hard!
What equipment do you use?
Yahama PSR-550--Magix Recording Suite--Surre Microphone with pop filter
Anything else?
To anyone out there struggling with a mental illness, I am an artist that struggles with Bi-polar disorder everyday. It's hell living with this mental disability, but everyday I find ways to beat it instead of it beating me. So I say to those who don't have a a mental disability, "Yeah I have a disability, but don't DIS my abilities"! And to those who suffer everyday with the same condition that I suffer with, look at where I'm at, and the places I'm going. I overcome everyday what seems like a hell, but I turn it around and make it my personal Heaven! Peace to all!
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Hey. I'm just hittin up a few people on the positive vibe. I've got a mixtape you can download for free if you're interested:
http://www.zshare.net/download/shychlo-pse-political-spiritual-egotistical-rar.html
Stay on your grind.
Peace
Shy
xx
Hit me up at my e-mail: young.folk@yahoo.com or my phone 706-332-9571 to purchase beats. And all beats are for exclusive rights which means you will fully own the beat and you can do whatever you want with them except resale them. And also ask about package deals!
Your sh*** is dope!! Keep it up!!
AND
I just finished up a brand new track featuring Indie Rock artist Dana Rolston. Be sure to check it out and leave some feedback!!! The song is called 'My Bed Is Cold', it'll rock your socks off your f***in feet, reapply them and then rock them off again!!!
-JDUB
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Ryan
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Hi, I`m a Rapper & make a mixtape. I like your Style, your Beatz are very TIGHT! Please contact me at (mcadriano@okay.ms) I pay also for Beatz, Peace!