Dark Starlight
When Everything Was Perfect When Everything Was Perfect
"When all was golden and we bathed in sunlight. Or sometimes all was silver and we bathed in moonlight."
When The Person You Love Doesn't Love You When The Person You Love Doesn't Love You
"I'll be okay, I've been hurt before. I don't know why I should've expected you to be any different."
These Games Aren't Fun Anymore These Games Aren't Fun Anymore
"It's Hide and Go Seek. I look in peaceful suburbs and in busy cities where no one cares what your name is. I can't find you, could you please come out? These games aren't fun anymore."
Am I Okay? (An Answer To Your Question) Am I Okay? (An Answer To Your Question)
"These days, the sun's too depressed to shine, and the stars are ashamed to show what they've become. I stopped caring if my songs rhyme consistently or even at all."
Because I Forgot How The Love Song Goes Because I Forgot How The Love Song Goes
"I wrote you a love song but I forgot how it goes so I'm afraid this will have to do."
Leave A Beautiful Corpse Leave A Beautiful Corpse
"Once you recognize that nothing you do has any longterm consequence, well, you do whatever the fuck you want to. Yeah, do whatever the fuck you want to."
Fairytales Lie Fairytales Lie
From now on, my song descriptions are going to be lyrics from the song. "Do things ever seem realer than reality? Do you ever think maybe you're not really alive? Do you ever feel like you could disappear and not a single person would notice?"
Too Much Time For Introspection Too Much Time For Introspection
Probably my longest song (about six minutes and thirty seconds). Turned out fairly decent though there are a few times when I got off time or otherwise screwed up. "Too much time for introspection only leads to self-hatred."
Sorrow Addict Sorrow Addict
I guess this kind of explains a lot of my other songs, no? "Sorrow is addictive, I'm addicted to sorrow."
Answers Written On The Ceiling Answers Written On The Ceiling
An ode to nights spent staring at the ceiling.
Is It Worth The Heartbreak? Is It Worth The Heartbreak?
Basically a song about observing all this love and all this heartbreak around me and wondering if it's worth it.
I Will Find Something Worth Living For I Will Find Something Worth Living For
A song about feeling like my life is pointless but trying to change and to make things better.
So Damn Beautiful So Damn Beautiful
My first song with keyboard, I even got a beat going. Surprisingly enough, my voice is pretty good in this song . . .
I Don't Need You I Don't Need You
My first song with piano. It's a very simple piano part but, what can I say, it's been four years since I took lessons.
Why Won't You Let Yourself Fall? Why Won't You Let Yourself Fall?
"Why won't you let yourself fall? Why won't you let yourself fall in love?" I only hit one or two sour notes in this one. It's basically about how love hurts but you need it anyway.
If I Could If I Could
Well, this song turned out pretty decent. It's about wanting so bad to make things better for someone but not being able to. "I'd make things better if I could"
Thanks Mom, Thanks Dad (Listen To Me) Thanks Mom, Thanks Dad (Listen To Me)
A few sour notes and other mistakes, but, all in all, a pretty decent song, basically complaining about my parents.