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SILENT CONVERSATION WITH A BIRD
THis is an honest song of non chalance from a little bird at my glass window at the dinner table..feeling such woes these days, thinking on some level that little bird is Jesuss presence......and feeling doubts and faith..... just passing the time ..
UNSURE SHRUGGING SHOULDERS
Because Im special needs with ptsd I have to live in a group home all because Im afraid to be alone .....Im not confident in this world.... My dear brother is setting up........my life s dreams are over...... its a matter of time when they decide.
SOMETHINGS BURNING
i USED TO LIVE IN A SUBURB OF LOSANGELES ......I SPENT A LOT OF MY LIFE AS AN ANGELINO..... BY THE WAY LOS ANGELES MEANS CITY OF ANGELS..I CANT IMAGINE HOW THOSE PEOPLE FELT SEEING FIRE AT THEIR WINDOWS... MY COUSIN LIVED RIGHT THERE... HE WAS OKAY.
THE ROSE OUT IN THE STORM
A rose lies dying in a storm of rain......then comes the Savior who takes her thorn pricks his hand holds her and transforms her withered worn faded self, he turns her blood red rosy again filled with life.....
A SURREAL FIELD JUST FEEL ME
JUST FEEL ME.. CAUSE IM SO NUMB FROM WANTING TO ESCAPE THE VERY THING THAT IS MY DREAM I CANT HAVE.... I AM SPECIAL NEEDS AND THERES A CERTAIN PROTOCAL FOR ME... IM NOT ALLOWED TO SELL ANYTHING OR I LOSE WHAT I SURVIVE OFF OF.....
SURREAL FIELD JUST FEEL an instrumental
STILL FEELING SO LOUSY FROM BEING SICK WITH COVID AND THE FLU TO BOOT! IVE PRAYED EXTENSIVELY FOR HEALING OF MY HEART.... MY HEALTH IS CATCHING UP WITH ME.....SO IF A MELODY COULD TALK SURREAL FIELD JUST FEEL.. CLUE DRUM ARRANGEMENT.
WAY TOO OVER THE HILL TO CLIMB HIGH MOUNTAIN
My own dream has been crushed because of my special needs and what is required of me to survive.... it hurts more than i can say.
SOME ESCAPERY TO JOY LANDS UNTOLD inst.
I havent felt much like singing am coughing I have no meds for this.. I wake up at night my chest in pain and I feel like vomiting what in the hell is this?
FIRE WINDOW killer instrumental
BIBLES DIDNT BURN.. CROSSES REMAINED.... EUCHARIST GLOWED.......MIRACLES STILL OCCUR......DONT GIVE UP HOPE.....
GLORIOUS IMPERVIOUS instrumental
THE MOST HOLY, MOST POWERFUL NAME TO EVER EXIST.
THE ROSE AND THE BREAK OF LIGHT inst.
iM NUMB.... BUT THIS IS A SONG OF HOPE..LYRICS ARE COMING...
I MISS THE FLOWERS OF LOS ANGELES for L.A,inst
we had a blackout in riverside county it lasted one and a half of a day..... I live where it is pure desert in a chapparel kind of land......its been very windy and they were holding out power back so theres no chance of fires in our area... cont
OF THE MYTH COLABO with Mike Bennett
HE HAD A PIC UP OF ODIN AND HIS YGDRASSIL TREE AND IT HAD ME GOING ....... IN LIGHT OF MYTH AND TRUTH..... SO HERE S WHAT I CAME UP WITH... ALL I HAD TO SEE WAS THE TREE AND I REMEMBERED FROM NORSE MYTHOLOGY I STUDIED AND I WAS A WICCAN.
Michael Bennett /collab FAUNASERENE /collab #40 in Progressive Rock No samples
The Myth with Mike Bennett
Mike asked me if i wanted to do something with the myth.. i got Covid New Years Day. But wrote lyrics soon as i got home dld the song i added some mystical erhu cello and saxy keys to his gorgeous guitar bass and drumtrack.
Michael Bennett /collab FAUNASERENE /collab Avant Rock No samples
THIS IS NOT ABOUT "YOU".. YOUR PHRASE/ ROCKS
this is the situation its about me.....Im the elephant in the room .......
THE "ITS NOT ABOUT YOU" PHRASE/INSTR.
iT IS ABOUT ME. GOD KNOWS MY HEART. ITS NOT A MEMEMEMEMEME THING... ITS ABOUT SOME PEOPLE THAT DEARLY MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY STUNTED ME.SO SAD TOO BAD... WHATEVER Iim NOT A CHILD.... i AM A CHILD OF GOD YOULL HAVE TO TAKE IT UP WITH HIM..
Mama and Were walking in the air mamas concertina
Me and mama loved snowmen and Christmas and I did her favorite snowman song... Were walking in the air......by Howard BLake... this is my humble arrangement the original was done by a choir boy vocal..... I just sang my heart... I love this song.....
DRAWING ON SKIN
i RECENTLY HAVE GOTTEN IN THE HABIT OF GETTING UP IN THE MORNING AND DRAWING ON THE OVERSIDE OF MY HAND AND WRIST SOMETIMES.....IM GOOD AT MY LITTLE DRAWINGS.......IN FACT IVE HAD REQUESTS EVERYBODY SAYS MY SKIN DRAWING IS PRETTY....