Five Years Solitary
Redemption Of The Lost
Redemption Of The Lost took me three years to complete. It was written in both the darkest and happiest time in my life. Its the first album where the majority of the songs are not about me personally.
Release date: May 2023
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1
Muse
A song about overcoming inner darkness and embracing something good regardless of the cost or consequences.
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4:31
2
Wreckage
Song about getting older and regretting things done and people hurt along the way
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4:41
3
Ashes and Dust
Sound about a crazy ex who pulls off a murder-suicide using poison or drugs. The chorus is his dying brain trying to make sense of what is happening.
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5:06
4
End Of A Shotgun
Song about domestic violence, and the victim finding her own way to end the abuse.
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3:14
5
The Older I Grow
Song about trying to deal with anger, loss, regret and thoughts of suicide relating to PTSD related to combat service.
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4:16
6
Until I Find My Way
Song about internal struggle, and the power of learning from your own mistakes.
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4:10
7
Nothing's The Same
Song about dealing with the grief and loss of a close loved one.
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5:00
8
Enemy Inside Me
Song about coping with mental illness
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4:18
9
The Borderline Of Sanity
Song about going insane
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4:30
10
Broken Pieces
A song about trying to cope after everything starts to come apart, most of it self-inflicted.
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4:50
11
Innocence Dies
Song about escaping domestic violence by killing the abuser
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5:10
12
No Way Back
Song about trying to make it though hard times and recognizing that I'm not the person I thought I was, but I can be who I want to be.
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3:37
13
Glass Houses
Upbeat rock song about the tendency of people to hide from their own flaws, and mask their true thoughts and intentions.
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2:52
