i never understood why drugs is used to calm and used as a scapegoat of escape from reality or problems or whathave you but when you raise your kids.....your kids on it!? you know im no parent yet but i have nieces and nephews and i would never resort to whats happening in this here take a good look pepole this is a "GOOD RESPONSIBLE" parents worst nightmare,i come from a family of alcoholics,but refused to follow the cycle of destruction because my mom dranked while having me so that" gene " is within me ready to be open with my first drink whenever i decide but NO! i will not drugs love to destroy and demolish life no matter when you start it cant wait for you to consume it and down it insert it whatever ....it is so it can ruin whom ever your connected to family,friends,husband,wife,child,it doesnt care or give a shit it needs to go to work and do the job it was designed to do a PATH OF DESTUCTION!!! some are wise not to touch it and others are professors of stupidity with the brains of HOG SLOP!! but with tears of rain that i want to save them,but with rage i cannot my HEART DEAR GOD.......MY HEART!

life is like a big chess game full of moves you make every second of your life how you make them is yours alone letting others do it for you alters your life and future and what you become from THAT choice! so be veeery careful of your circle of friends that you have are they puppetering your future? ..or are you letting them? one decision could ruin your entire bright future that you have trying to please everyone around you while your hopes and dreams slip away before your eyes while they control your decisions you WANT to make... then the darkness settles in then the drugs,depression,dependancy,then you wonder how in the HELL did i end up here? its the choices we face every day yet there will be many in QUADTRILLIONS AND BEYOND!..... BUT "YOU" MUST CHOOSE.... so remember its your move or ...its CHECKMATE!

man im so tired of artist rippin off each other for a piece of the pie! every time somebody comes out with a great title and song some body else comes up with the same shit three weeks later but flipped in a diffrent way or uses the mixtape venue to use the same track somebody else just used so they can rip on it! can somebody be original for once in their life! what happened to originality for an artist and that was that? nowadays when your on the other side of the world writing history making music and lyrics somebodys out there's thinking JUST LIKE YOU! its so crazy but it is its like there jealous that they didnt come up with it in the first place to GET THAT MONEY you made off of your song you put blood,sweat and tears on that paper so thank goodness for ascap and copywritten laws to back our work and emotions FREELOADERS jumping on the bandwagon and trying to milk off of your moment for thier own personal profit im just sick and tired of it and wished artists would go back to CREATIVITY and be unique and SEPERATE individuals instead of "MIRRORED IMAGES" of the artist of the MONTH ,YEAR OR WHATEVER the music industry now is like one big ass ....SWAP MEET! and it sux!

i give no respect to artists who doesnt write thier own lyrics having ghostwriters or background artist writing songs or raps because they dont have the time or just lazy ass or cant write whatever the case it can take a lot out of your publishing money a HUGE amount which is why B2K BROKE UP you see you have to come in the industry writing and producing everything your self in order to recive all or most your earnings especially the lyrical content of your songs when you read the cdj cards on the album covers always look inside to see who's writing those songs and that's who really GETTING PAID! thats why artist tour so long to recoup the money they are losing from the writers of the songs they put out so always write your own lyrics! whether its shitty or not DO IT!that why lil wayne is on so many artist song because yes he doesnt write his lyrics majority of the time he has a ghostwriter backing his songs and then he gets lyricist of the year!? are you f*#king kidding me!? thats why beyonc'e so rich because she writes, writes,writes ..song stucture is important begining,middle and ending its not a easy process than people think it is your mind has to be in its right place depending on the track your listening to to "motivate that moment" that your trying to get to it takes weeks sometimes months to get through one dam song! and "writers block" will come down like the berlin wall wont it? staring at that blank page but never force it! it will come but when your not thinking of a song lyrics will flow like water when there not a pen in sight scrambling like crazy looking for one before your lyrics fade from your mind in seconds like a ten second timer going backwards loudly like the show 24! LOL so take a song wrting class and learn to write,produce,arrange =$$$$$$$$ WHAT A DIFFRENCE!

tour life living out of your bags is a shitty life if your constantly have everybody odors and smells to breathe in and breathe out ..."yuck" hearing farts including your own we all do it ( DONT FRONT )! when sleeping holding your shit when you have to go: the best way to handle that is eat very little and drink very little in portions (i know thats hard as hell ) but it works for me ,one show right after the other is draining and sucks the lifeforce right out of you documenting with camcorders is fun and pic taking the best is eating diffrent foods from all over is a joy (in most cities) tennesee has the best foods mmmmmm mmm! i like ohio too florida and miami is great, detroit is like a village very small city you take the shuttle train and then your like DAM! THAT WAS IT? just to get out and explore diffrent cities and people from all over is like SCHOOL in itself the only thing i suggest is: PRAY ALWAYS PRAY BEFORE YOU LEAVE! it is so very important gather around everyone hold hands and pray for a safe trip there and back and steer the idiot drivers away from your bus! other than that TOURING IS GOOD but when you get home is like AHHHHHHHHHH! HOME NOTHING LIKE IT!