it sucks and it hurts soo bad..i juat wanna forget about the pain..i don't know why it seemed like i never felt like this before but the truth is i did..and i got through with it before i even notice.. but now..it just feels like i have a wound inside me that's getting worst each and every second of the day... i wanna be with him..i want him back.. but i also know that it's my fault and i have to respect his decision even if it would take long or maybe he won't even be back... i just don't know what was on my mind when i did that... i don't even know why i did that!!!! i promised myself that i'll try to be the best gf i could be..but i guess i blew it all off!!!... i wish i could just turn back the time when we were soo sweet and i could feel all the love that he has for me... I REALLY WANT HIM BACk!!! I MISS YOU SOO MUCH AND I'LL KEEP ON MISSING YOU!! I LOVE YOU SOO MCUH AND I'LL KEEP ON LOVING YOU EACH AND EVRYDAY OF MY LIFE!!! PLEASE COME BACK SOON!!!