Is it me or is it just the pain of love. Seeing you looking at me gets my stomach all in knots. It must have been the food that I ate. I thought you came to me and said hi I nervously apply back with a shy hi. I asked you once, and you said no. why not me? Am I not that pretty enough, or am I just to plain for you I see how it is.. Its never going to be me, but the next time you see me you'll be sorry for not saying yes.

--Find the guy that calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who'll lay under the stars and listen to you heart beat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy that kisses your forehead. Who keeps your picture in his wallet, who wants to show you off to the world even when you're in sweatpants, who holds your hand in front of all his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup. One who's constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and say THAT'S HER!!

I'm sad, I'm stress, all of my tears streams thru and runs on my dress, I sit here and ask you why, with no replyyou grab your bags and left, the door shuts and I scream, I get up and throw the ring at the door, but still my heart hurts more and more, how could you lie, how could you do this to me, I'm hurt, I'm in pain, all I feel is the rain, it pours on my head like needles sinking in, I picture you with her, you smile and laugh like you useto with me, but now your gone, I've set you free, but still it hurts, because of what you did to me. I wan to be the girl he is scared to lose, The one he can’t walk away knowing that I’m mad at him, The one who can’t fall asleep without being the last one he hears The one he can’t live without. Looking back on the childhood memories, I see you and me, I said some words I wont forget, we made history that we wont regret, we laughed and smile, we even singed, though we sucked, we did it anyways, there was not another soul like you today, your the only blood I've trust, your the girl who believed in us, when times was rough, you stood up tough, deep inside you had a gentle side, you took care of me when I was sick, you made food for me when I was lazy, you told me truth that no one would say, you stood by me until this day, I wont forget caddie of all the things I’ve said since, I still remember us as little kids, I still remember our hopes and dreams, I still remember the songs we sing, I still remember the tears we cry, I'll always love you and be here for you until I die. In his eyes I see, nothing but misery, why do I love him so much, and it hurts within me everyday, to watch him to lose his touch, his smile has faded long ago, and since these tears have come to show, I feel so alone, but I can't leave, because I love him too much, I know I can't live without him here, thinking of all the memories and dreams we share, I wish he understand me, I wish he'd only knew, how much pain I'm going thru, how much I have given up for him, the fight for life to only live because of him, and appreciation is far by now, but I know someway he'll see, that my love for him is endlessly, and I hope his love will be the same for me.