Friday, June 25, 2010 at 1:37am I CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT AND I DREAM OF GREY SKIES... LIKE WHY...WHATS THE REASON...I HAVE NOTHING TO HIDE.... BUT MAYBE IM IN DENIAL... JUST HATE TO ADMIT THAT IM WRONG... CANT STRESS OVER WAT IM THINKING....OR IS IT THAT IM THINKING TOO LONG... I CANT BLAME NOBODY BUT ME FOR MAKING MY DECISIONS... MISTAKE AFTER MISTAKE...ITS LIKE MY LIFE IS REPETITIOUS... I ASK HIM FOR FORGIVENESS BUT ITS LIKE THE 12TH TIME... ITS LIKE IM BLIND TO THE FACT THAT HE CONSTANTLY SENDING SIGNS... IM WALKING DOWN A 2 LANE ROAD ONE LEADS TO THE RIGHT PATH... HOPEFULLY ITS THE RIGHT PATH THAT LEADS TO THE "RIGHT" PATH... IN MY MIND IM THINKING LIKE...SUMN GOTTA GIVE... HOPEFULLY ITS NOT MY LIFE...ITS TOO MUCH SEX I GOTTA GIVE... DON'T LABEL ME A DOG...CUZ IM SINGLE AS A DOLLAR.. FUNNY MOST GIRLS DON'T CUM AROUND UNLESS A HORSE BELOW YO COLLAR... A HEART BEAT SO SLOW BUT LIFE GOES SO FAST... PEOPLE DYING EVERYDAY FROM THINGS THAT OCCUR IN THE PAST... FROM MY HEART TO YO EARS I HOPE YU HEAR TRUE POET... BEFORE A CHAPTER CLOSES IN THE MIDDLE OF YOUR STORY.... -J.FARLEY

A ROSE....FOR THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS WELL IF IM DREAMIN THEN I HOPE ITS WAT IT SEEMS... PLEASE DONT WAKE ME WE BOUT TO MAKE LOVE...SHUD RECORD THIS I STRONGLY BELIEVE SEX SELLS... AND IF THE LORD CALLS IN THE MIDDLE OF THIS SCENE.......JUST LET IT GO TO VOICEMAIL.... BUT TOWARDS MY CLIMAX I WOKE UP WHILE INSIDE HER... DAM REACHED FOR MY CELL....SENT A TEXT TO A CHICK LIKE.....LETS KICK IT [media] LATER ON THAT DAY I THOUGHT ABOUT THAT DREAM... WONDERING HOW DID I GET AWAKENED BY HER LOUD BUT SO SILENT SCREAMS... WAS IT MY ALARM CUZ I KNOW I HIT THE SNOOZE... OR WAS IT THAT SHE WAS GOING? SHE CUDVE BEEN IN A DREAM WITH A DIFFERENT DUDE... MAYBE THATS ANY OR EVERY GIRL...IM NOT SAYING THEY HOES... BUT SHE CAN PLAY HER PART RIGHT...UNTIL THAT CURTAIN CLOSE... LATER ON THAT NIGHT...A DREAM OF HER CAME TO ME AGAIN... I FIGURED WE FINISH WAT WE STARTED BUT IN THE SAME ROOM WAS A FRIEND ...OF MINE? -J.FARLEY

Sunday, June 20, 2010 at 2:25am I FEEL LIKE SHAWTY CUD BE THE ONE...BUT IF IM FEELING THIS WAY THEN TELL ME WAT IM RUNNING FROM... I JUST DONT GET IT SHE ASKING FOR A MAN BUT IN HER PRESENCE I FEEL LIKE IM BUILDING CASTLES IN THE SAND... MY HEART PUMPS HER BLOOD AND HER LOVE IS NO MISTAKE...I THANK THE LORD FOR WAKIN ME 2 C THE SUN RISE ON HER FACE... I GAZE INTO HER EYES...PROMISE I SEE A BETTER ME...COOKS CLEANS SEX IS SO AMAZING...IM LIKE THIS WERE I BETTER BE... I CALL HER SHE PICKS UP...SHE CALLS ME...THERE IS NO ANSWER...SHE GETS PISSED OFF...CLINCHES HER FISTS...AS IF SHE FOLLOWED THE BLACK PANTHERS... I DO APOLOGIZE I WORK SO MUCH I HAVE NO TIME FOR AFFECTION...MEANWHILE SHE CALLING ANOTHER GUY FOR IT...DAM...I SHUDVE PAID ATTENTION... I GET OFF I CALL HER UP AND NOBODYS THERE...BUT THE OPERATOR...SHE SEND A TEXT TO MY PHONE ABOUT A HOUR LATER... LIKE THE JORDAN SHOES...FEEL LIKE WE MADE A PERFECT PAIR...BUT I GOT IT CONFUSED... A DUDE...WITH HIS HANDS FLOWING THRU HER HAIR... I KNOW SHE STILL LOVE ME HER HEART CAN ONLY TAKE SO MUCH PAIN...INSTEAD OF BIRDS CHIRPING...ITS LIGHTHING THUNDER AND THE MIST OF EVAPORATED RAIN... ALONE ONCE AGAIN...ALL BECAUSE OF MY DADS EGO...I INHERITED HIS GENES...ARROGANCE IS LOOKIN THRU MY PEEPHOLE.. .DOES MY SOUL HAVE A HEART OR DOES MY SOUL HAVE EMOTIONS...YU CAN TELL THAT IM CONFUSED BY THE STATUSES IM POSTING... TO HER SHE KNOW I LOVE HER...DONT SEE HOW LOVE CUD BE MISSING US...CUPID OUT PARTYING I HOPE IM NOT KILLIN HIS BUZZ... BUT AS A FOOL IM FALLING...FOR YUR LOVE I MUST SAY.. ILL TAKE YU OVER A MILLION DOLLARS IF I EVER GET TO CHANCE TO SAY I LOVE YU....TO YO FACE