ElyLovely
@ElyLovely
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Omaha, NE USA
Joined Jan 1, 2022
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TheDarkBlockAgency
May 19
I only do this because you wont check this , As you can see I truly loved you and was very sorry for not doing the right thing , but I could only do what I knew how to do , I never had an instruction book on how to be your bf , The way you treated me at the end was terrifying , I would NEVER DO THAT TO YOU , it was disgusting and evil , I had no idea you were capable of doing that to me , and ME going out of MY way to tell YOU Im sorry? You sent that email a week ago and I cant beleave that's what you thought was ok to tell me , you have no idea who or what I am today , for you to put me beneath you and completely block out everything I gave you , to TRUELY FEEL like because of my work ethic and addictions I was the worst bf to you is so unfair , I can give 1,000 of examples that you were a complete hypocrite threw out and are still being one , for the 1st time , Im very grateful you left and I'm no longer trapped with a insecure , mean , creatively dull person
TheDarkBlockAgency
May 11, 2025
I learned that from you , To keep trying , It was harder then it has EVER been , I don't know if I'm sounding stupid or telling you stuff your really not concerned about anymore , I just want you to know because of you I wont go back to being that person that didn't know what he should do when he had all that love from someone who beleaved in him when it counted , I can finally say im growing as a man and even tho its hard for me to admit I'm struggling w/ moving on still , But I do except and respect your decision and I want to someday I hope you look back and see how far I've came , Your on my mind everyday , Ive been trying to only think of or happy times and all the good that came out of us , I wish so much things were different and we never knew those sides we became , You deserved who I am now , but I still have a ALOT of more work to do , Im bringing your Hat to my moms tonight I kept it clean , and this prob the last time your going to reach out to my mom , so Im going to give
Bathory Skin
May 11, 2025
No matter how you feel about me & everything that happened , I still LOVE YOU!! It's ok that you don't feel the same , I don't want to remember you for the final months of our time with eachother , It doesn't compare to how much you helped me and made me feel important , safe & wanted , You made a lasting impression , That I want to be grateful for not bitter , Thank you for being my LiL Mama , You taught me things Im still learning even today , I hope this means something if you ever come across it , Im so sorry for my end , esp the last few times we spoke , I couldn't control my emotions , I was trying my hardest to not let you know I felt so humiliated & Lost , So I acted cruel and said the dumbest shit I could ever say to someone that I truly loved ,That was rock bottom , After that I went and got Help , I've been on A path of healing and focusing on bettering myself (mostly mentally and fixing my then current situation) ,For the 1st time in a very long time , I haven't given up
I WAS THE 1 THAT LOOKED PAST WHAT YOU WERE & MOST LIKELY STILL ARE MOST INSECURE ABOUT , I JUST WANTED TO BE THE BEST BF THAT YOU DESERVED & SHOW YOU I LOVED YOU AND ONLY YOU , AND I GOT COMP. HUMILIATED & BROKEN , I HAD NOOOOO CLUE OUR BOND WAS BROKE TO THAT EXTENT , Im just glad that I never did that to you , and you got to walk away on your terms , I will forever regret my actions to cause you to feel the way you did , but if any1 on this planet could see & hear what went on at the end , They would look at you like a monster , srsly wish I would of blocked you the 1st time you called and was to insecure to show your face.