"As I Lie in Wait" - (c)2007 - Nightlighter As I lie in wait of her heel to crush my brains in, I won't hesitate, anymore... And I feel the pain, that drives her to such wild extremes, And I know it now, even more... Her youth was stolen, such a long, long time ago, the bastards, they came & took her leaving her in the cold, longing for the love, that she would never know, And It breaks my heart, knowing that she will kill me now, with so many, many reasons why... and in the bittersweet end, I hope she feels what hides in me, as I lie there, soon to die... And if it brings her solitude then even hell won't make me cry, Yeah, even hell won't make me cry And I'll hold her, when she meets me there so tight, she'll have to know with all I've had, to make me sad, that my love, I just couldn't show my love, was such a faux, but in the end, my love for her did grow, yes, my love for HER, it DID grow, And it blossomed like some grandeur tree in final ecstasy! I'm left waiting for that time, when she feels the same for me! When she knows, That our love was meant to be, It was ALWAYS meant to be, If only in our dreams, it was always meant to be...