I realy love playing guitar...love the sound, the look of the instruments and "geekin out" over the equipment. I really get depressed sometimes though...I'm old...not in the band I had in mind...and my home situation isn't good. Don't get me wrong, I love playin with "the tramps" but what I REALLY want is very simply a drummer and bass player to do a three piece classic rock/blues kind of thing. Not that the world needs another one of those type bands but...that's what I really would like.

As mentioned in previous posts, I would do it with Kenneth and Mickey but there are too many strings attached (some from my end..).

It's been made clear that I don't have time for more than one project and since the Tramps acutally help pay the bills...welll...

Unfortunately my depression goes beyond "unrequited love for guitars". I'm really getting to the point of saying..."what's the point?". I have terrible thoughts...pretty much everyday...not since right after highschool have I had to "shoo away" these thoughts....I hate it.