How should I begin well I guess I let you look at my life as of so far I've lived in Moosup My hole life and have never gone outside the New England area. I've lived in the same house as well and have never moved in the time short time of my 20 year life span With in the last 15 years of my life I have been tested to the point of insanity as to whether or not I was strong enough person to get past every thing thrown at me. From about 5-12 years old I had 10 of who I thought would be my best friends for my hole live.......and then when I turned about 13 they all moved away leaving me and our friendships behind. At about the same time that year I lost my only living grandparent who had lived with us since I was about 1 or 2 And so at about 13 I started to contemplate what death real was. In the background of the two events I was diagnosed with Bipolar Type 2 And was having trouble any way and the for mentioned events just made my mental strain I dwelt with tougher to deal with. Around 14 0r 15 My Father got a promotion with the company he was with and was also invited to a company Gathering in a camping resort. It was Here that I meet the only girl I could ever say I truly Loved Her name was Cortany Galway And from the moment I met her I new I loved her And with all that had happed for me so far in life you could imagine I was glad to here she felt the same way. We spent the hole day together and be for I left we well...... you know!? My life was finale starting to tur