This is all about how every year I become Emo, it brings up old, & sad memories. Watching parents get drunk, fight one another, and beat their children. For some children X-Mass is not so marry. Narration done by Onision: http://www.onision.com/

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I created the song in reason 3 trying to give it an xmass sound. I really like how the BGM turned out on this one. I am always exited to try something new when I am composing my music.

- Onision 1 -
This is a Sad Christmas story, this story of a child who is abused, this is a story about Anthrit’s Sad Christmas. What if you grew up different situation?

- Magickal Verse 1 -
Every Year it’s the Same.
I Feel as a Total Shame.
All I Want to Do is Crawl.
Become Nothing but a Ball.
I See Others Having Fun.
Or is this Just All a Pun.
I Just Want to Feel it Once.
Shop & Buy Gifts All at Once.

- Magick Chant 1 –
Christmas Time is A Happy Time.
Why Am I Sad at Christmas Time?
I Just Want to Try It.
Christmas is About Joy & Love.
I Want to See if I Can Feel,
The Magic of Christmas.

- Magickal Verse 2 -
I See All the Shops are Full.
I Have to Fight &Pull.
People Fighting Over Toys.
Get it for All the Girls & Boys.
Mom & Dad Get All Drunk.
Then Dad Becomes a Little Punk.
Hitting Me & Mommy Down.
I Hope Santa Sleigh the Clown.

- Onision 2 -
What if you grew up different situation? Some people grow up prisoner of other peoples beliefs, they do not get to experience the fun that others do, they are seen as evil, and those children cry because they never fitted in. It Haunted him so much, watching daddy throw him, & mommy around. For most children Christmas is a Magical time of year.

- Magick Chant 2x –
Christmas Time is A Happy Time.
Why Am I Sad at Christmas Time?
I Just Want to Try It.
Christmas is About Joy & Love.
I Want to See if I Can Feel,
The Magic of Christmas.

- Onision 3 -
For most Children Christmas is a Magical time of year, but for allot of parents out there, it just an excuse to get drunk, and possibly hurt the ones they love. Show your children a Happy Holiday this year & don’t be the Nightmare they will never forget.

- Santa 1 -
Remember, I see you when your sleeping.