a song about dr.'s and perscription drugs

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HUM FOR NOW

Well im tired but im sober don’t know how to show her
What once sang in my now decrepit heart
I cry for no reason perhaps it’s the season maybe the
chemicals inside
Make me fall apart
I went to the doctor today and he gave me some pills
Told me to enjoy my new life

I cram the medicine down and I look at myself
I don’t think this could ever last

I cant scream I cant cry I cant spasm
I feel so numbed, escorted from my instincts
When you wince with pain think twice and remember
How lucky you are that you can

Well im tired but im sober so glad that its over
I can squirm free and feel my feet on the ground
A sigh of relief a cringe of disbelief im so sorry
that I
Let myself down
And im flushing these pills I cant risk the loss
I cant explain how it feels
I wont choke down normality cant rely on prescription
To numb my instincts

Stop yr wining here swallow these down
And exchange yrself for someone new

Well ill scream and ill cry and ill spasm I live for
these moments
My feelings will swell
And ill shine when im pleasant and burn when I hurt
Its good to feel too much and crush for such memories
Don’t fill my head with the idea that this is not right
That this isn’t worth dying for
You spend yr life medicated and ill smile knowing
Ive spent each drop of my life alive