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Be_Original.

VERSE ONE:
I have my head on my hands, and I look up at the screen
and it seems, like all she ever wants to do is scream
Tonight is where it ends I can't take another fight
I tell her that we're over and it's better for the right

I sit at my computer for a minute and I think
about the message that I'm writing that she's never gonna read
f*** IT, I turned it off and I picked up some lead
And some paper and I write a little letter that read

Dear Whoever, I'm sorry for the agony
they say that pain and anger always lead to bigger tradjedies
maybe thats the reason I've been leaning on this dresser
with a liquir bottle drinkin' to relieve myself of pressure

and the stress that I've been under, is nothin' I can cope with
I just hope that life is different when I end it and its over
I don't wanna see the tears cryin' through the night
Drippin' on the letter and they're smearin' what I write


CHORUS:
Say goodbye to the life I'll never live to see
Say goodbye to the last kiss you'll ever get from me
Say goodbye to all the nights that suicide was threatened
Say goodbye to who I was cause this time its really eneded

Say goodbye to the life that I was never meant to live
Say goodbye to the words that still linger on my lips
Say goodbye to all the nights that you said I was pathetic
While I say goodbye to you and mistakes that i've regretted


VERSE TWO:
All the suffering scatter my ash inside of nothing
cause id rather represent all the things i have without you
than kill myself and make a stand about nothing about you
just an emo kid with a razor saying hes about to

its sad in the end to finally see what we amount to
after its to late to even do anything about it
shouting doesn't help it only makes me wanna fall
like everytime we've ever fought ahh here comes a call

"Hello?" hey why you been ignorin my calls?
I've dialed atleast a hundered times and got voicemail in all
so what the f*** is up you gonna hang up on me cause im yellin?
gonna get on my ass because im so f***in jealous? what?

what could you possibly have to say after all the sh*** youve done?
chris please! f*** you bi*** its time i get my gun
shes f***ing crazy, im going f***ing crazy and i know
1 12 gauge shotgun and 2 shells loaded


CHORUS



VERSE THREE:
f*** this phone call, i need to relax dont let it get to me
I'm search for a higher meaning in the epiphany
f*** that, give me these 12 shots lets start a symphony
larger than every f***in rock concert in history

"Knock Knock" What the f*** was that "Open this door
On the count of four come out with both your hands onto the floor"
F*** she said she wouldn't call where the f*** do I go?!
im done and that when he cocked it and it blowed

the shotgun exploded and they knocked down the door
and rushed in and found him with both hands on the floor
unfortunately no one ever read the notes her wrote
and his girlfriend denied the two of them ever spoke

and now hes forever trapped inside the contents of this world
living deeply remaining in the conscience of this girl
that only had to be truthful to her beloved
her loved her, and when he died it was written on his stomach


Outro:
Skit.