Pancreatic Disorder (1:48) Suicide (5:27) No More (5:06)

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Track 7

Pancreatic Disorder (1:48)

(Instrumental)

Suicide (5:27)

theres a tiny voice inside my brain
theres a tiny finger on my spine
gently pushing in with subtle force
slowly choking my will to live

no longer a slave
no longer afraid
no longer sad
no longer enraged
no longer alone
no longer frail
no longer alive
no longer here

i make my own choices now

cradle this metal saviour
in tired arms
the trigger glows in the dark
showing me the way on
a gunshot will forgive me
a gunshot will set me free
a hollow metal barrel
will close the door on me

No More (5:06)

i was a child
played beneath the clouded sky
i was a child
woke up just to watch me die
i was a child
wove silver threadlike lies
just to stay alive
just to make the faces smile
remind me they were mine
and that i didnt need to cry

now i realize
that there is no light
empty walls echo
these gunshots in an empty world

let my gaze drift to the floor
a puddle of blood stares up at me
it reflects and whispers everything
and nothing and all that could have been

this gun in my hand
grows colder
and colder

and i cant let go
i cant let go