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When you f***ing yell at me
I lose myself inside of me
A hell I don't want to go through
doing what you tell me to
I just want to be myself
not stuck in this prison or locked in this cell
Your silent whispers filled with doubt
You'll ruin my life if I don't get out

There is no peace in this war in me
Just suffering and I'm the casualty
I'm filled with love
But all I feel is hate
Embraces from my f***ed mental state

What should I do
Who should I be
I'm so confused
No reality inside of me
I can't explain
It's all the same
Lay here in bed
Hang my head inside of me

Now I'm coming undone
Now I'm falling apart
Now I'm breaking away
It starts deep inside of me
I'll lose my life
I'll lose control
I'll lose it all
When I lose my soul

Innocent profanity shrouded by my misery
Slowly dying in my heart
Why is my world falling apart
Don't know which life is what I'll lose
But when you beg you can not choose
I'll keep waiting for an end to this game I will not win

This is what I'll do
This is who I'll be
I'm not confused
I see my reality
You can't explain
I'm not the same
This skin I've shed
Raised my head inside of me

No more coming undone
No more falling apart
No more breaking away
It ends deep inside of me
I have my life
I have control
I have it all
I give you my soul

Slowly formed insanity from my lack
of misery
Pieceing together my cold black heart
From a past of falling apart
This is my life I will not lose
This is my path that I will choose
No more waiting for an end
This is my game and I will win

I love you
But I hate you
I need you
I can't breathe you
Enslave me
You can't save me
I am in a world of shit
I want this I can't have it
I can't have it