Spilling my feelings about recent events that went down.

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People that f***ed me over and blamed me for how i was reacting.

If your misplaced in your natural mind through a vanished light
Then cry and vibe with me..just to feel my damaged life..
I loaned the most care to those who felt denied in gloom
And became discounted once I guissed the sky and rising moon
For an example..my ex girl was the best pearl
little did I know..all she hungered for was the sex world
Conversating to my dearest friends about booty calls
While they would laugh in her face everyday like hey would you screw me? Nah..!
And When I’d communicate her mood was full of hate and sorrow
Cussing me out to the point I would call her late tomorrow
it made me sick everytime I’d overhear the rumors
Of you getting ran through as if your toes were geared in pumas..
Its like I loved you more then you loved me..and that aint healthy
Its just cholesterol building comprised with fat to carry..
But you don’t care so imagine how all my attempts had felt
Never will I show respect..if u cannot respect yourself


I cant even sleep I’ve lost my cushion rage Thoughts are cookin
Now Your in my top 5 of time I’ve wasted on a woman
On to my next guest..the man who said he signed me
And didn’t do sh*** but had the balls to say joels not grinding
Nigga I had every one of my friends knowing of the label
It was on you to to channel out..despite the clustered cable..
Lets be foreel you stood there when I was jumped by a group of 4
Shitting bricks in your boxers..and still you want the troops to adore?
You..? Your wrong..this is my dream,goal, and main objective
I can give a f*** because your street cred is like lanes neglected..
I’m still cool with ya maybe..if you change your ways..
And play your cards right to land your palm an ace of spades
But sh*** you’ve made my day..that group was frail as paper planes
And you blamed me as an artist trying to Make a name
I had the drive to work..and u didn’t my dad was dying
Yet still tried to degrade me towards my fam by lying