I really like this song for some reason. It's got a Johnny Cash type feel to it...Poured my soul out again on this one

Hook:

The only thing that has got my back
Is this weed and maybe a bottle ah Jack
And this need to feel love it hurts in the end
I seen back then I spent my life as


Verse:

Now I aint lived a long life but I spent alot ah nights
Curled up in a ball Feelin' like i'm at a wall
Like i'm stuck and I fall then i'm up but I crawl
Like i'm 3 feet tall tryin ta teach my son ball
But I was there and I saw that sh** has gotta change
Givin' up my bliss for a kiss in exchange
Yeah it may sound deranged it might be insane
But love is trully the only drug that cures pain
And you wouldn't hesitate you wouldn't think twice
If you ever felt the way I did about life
Spending years without light it ain't nothin special
There aint enough ink or led in a pencil
And lets not be forgetful or get off track
We couldn't move forward cause we kept lookin' back
And a matter a fact after spending days with her
I realize I ain't the only one who's a grave digger

Verse:

To be honest I can't promise that i'll be the greatest
The most hated that's most likely how i'll make it
Cause people seem to love to hate and hate all of the above
If you really hate a dove here's a plate of my blood
Cause i'm pure a fan at heart
an emcee at dark a stoner forgetting where he parked
and it's hard to deal with the fact it's different
maker or listener of music what's my preference
yo it's confusing and it's so abusing
yet it's so amusing when you say that i'm using
the game and the little bit of fame I contain
to make dolla's yet I've stolen money from my own momma's...purse
it's a curse I inherited from dad
A case of self-loathing and always feelin bad
Yeah it's kinda sad but i've grown to adjust
I'll just keep chillin' on the back of the bus