A slower track that I poured my heart out on..

Verse 1:

I don't know if it's the weed or the greed or the pain
But I know that it ain't no need for fame
I'm stuck here playin' hipocrit everyday
Sayin' that I need umbrellas but i'm sittin' in the rain
Takin' hits to the brain NOZ'd outta my mind
A rat in a grandfather clock runnin' outta time
Got potential to shine but i'm stuck in the past
Roll my memories in blunts turn my fears in to ash
The last bit of hope goes up in the smoke
Never used to like it but now I need to cope
With the rope on my throat gettin' tighter and tighter
I love my f*** in' life though I don't need to like her
That's why I need a lighter to burn away the hurt
That's why I only like her if she works in a skirt
I know i'm in the dirt and I doubt i'll sprout
6 Feet in the Earth and i'm tryin' to shout...

Verse 2:

There's a whole world that people don't see
The beatles did when they dropped LSD
But don't ask me to show you how to get there
Find the ferry ya self and i'll pay your fare
But beware the air is far from clean
Open up ya capallaries and learn to breathe
Learn to see the world for what it is
A bunch of dead people just tryin' to live
Yeah I know how it sounds got ya head goin' round
Cause ya can't comprehend you're alone in the end
Sounds sad at the time i'm enjoyin' the ride
Got my feet in the shore but ain't drownin' in the tide
Wit a joint to my side and a tab on my tongue
Yeah I got a f*** ed life but I ain't gonna run
I'm done with the sad all I have is the glad
But every know and then I get reminded of the fact...


Verse 3:

Have you ever been dry n couldn't find any weed
So ya pop a Xanax f*** 1 ya take 3
Then ya wake up feelin' even worse then before
So ya take a mile hike to steal nyquil from the store
Now you're lookin' at the floor needin' just a little more
Hittin' up the same whore let her in ya car door
F*** her again even though you hate her face
Or drink alot of beer even though you hate the taste
It's a f*** in' race to get another high
It's really a disgrace I need a f*** in' life
But it's alright when I got a packed pipe
A little bit of cash and it's all stacked right
Cause I know the next night i'll be released from the life
That I've grown to hate yet learned to like
I yearn for right but I know i'm wrong
F*** it gimmie a light and pass the bong