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This is my world
My pain
My loss
Your gain
Mundane disdain I claim
As a matter of pride
See I tried
But now I gotta divide to survive

I'm lookin up from being down
I gotta rebound outta this hole
Try to regain control to find my soul
I don't know where it is or where I have to go
So I spend my time banging on the walls in my mental
State, it's all filled with hate
It's too late for me to see what's been wrong with me
But this time I'm blind by pain, by change..
The name remains as does the shame, but..
I just gotta break free from this misery
Somebody please help be before I'm history
So are you listening to the christening and the demise
Of what lies inside my mind
It's a terrible find of horrible times
Archivals of lies and revivals of trials
And denials of tries where I died inside
Nowhere to hide
No longer blind, this place is mine

This is my world
My pain
My loss
Your gain
Mundane disdain I claim
As a matter of pride
See I tried
But now I gotta divide to survive

It's like I'm broken down, feelin like I'm stuck
Like I'm all outta luck
Now catch me reachin out to you for a better view
Askewed, lost in this wave I pray for better days
But sometimes they seem so far away
And this way the hate can only consume
The one who assumes this point of view
And that's who's true, and that's news too
Cuz I've been blue, I've been used and bruised
You see, I've been you
Continue through within you to renew what's true
And take what you need to, to relieve you
Now I believe that you can if you try
Don't let it take control of your life, don't say goodbye
Just let it die, and let it lay
And think about it again on another day
The dismay may have finally passed you by
And maybe even mine....
Maybe even mine...

This is my world
My pain
My loss
Your gain
Mundane disdain I claim
As a matter of pride
See I tried
But now I gotta divide to survive

All my life
All this pain
Always loss
With no gain

This is my world
My pain
My loss
Your gain
Mundane disdain I claim
As a matter of pride
See I tried
But now I gotta divide to survive