A song about the struggle between knowing where you belong (because you've been there before) and feeling too guilty and worn out to get there. You'll understand once you hear the song. BIG UP'S to "Deuce" for the ill track.

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Basically, I was thinking about my eldest and what she must be feeling like knowing that she once was a child of God and now living a life struggling because she's running away from him. I wonder if she feels too guilty or that she's just too far gone so she might as well not even make the effort; even though I know she knows better. What must that be like???

wugh...I'll tell ya later (again I know).