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I thought about committing suicide when I lost faith God, myself, the people I loved and the world. I was in a battle for my life and was torn between not wanting to stay in this world and not wanting to leave. those feelings inspired me to write this song because I knew I couldn't be the only one going through these feelings. I choose to stay and so can you!

Talk
Have you ever felt so confused about the way the world is today - and the way people treat each other? You don't wanna go, but you don't wanna stay.

Verse 1
In my room with the lights down low.
Full of despair and so alone.
Father help me I need your hand.
Im just tryin to understand.

Chorus
I dont wanna go, but I dont wanna stay.
Tell me why Im here anyway.
Is it to show someone your loving light?
Ive been tryin with all my might.

Verse 2
Why does the world treat life so cold?
When youve given us good gifts to behold.
Is it our destiny to be so doomed?
I dont wanna die inside my room.
Oh God, please help me...

Music Interlude

Chorus
I dont wanna go, but I dont wanna stay.
Tell me why Im here anyway.
Is it to show someone your loving light?
Im so afraid they wont receive me right.

Chorus
I dont wanna go, so Im choosing to stay.
Im here and living, at least for today.
I know you've come to show your guiding light.
So Ill keep tryin with all my might.

Ewww, but I don't wanna stay.
Is it - is it - your light?
Does it to me everytime.

I don't wanna go, don't you ever go...no no...ewww
I don't wanna go, don't you ever go...no no...ewww