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[verse]
Im sick of holding this back, emotion building up inside..
Tears are fillin up my eyes, still livin all these lies..
Im hidin in demise, still feelin like i cry..
Every single minute of this life, these written are how i..
Express myself, real deep, from the soul to the pad..
And if im holding it back, i get colder and sad..
Its like a boulder i've had, upon my shoulders..
Growing older, become the soilder, and now im just rollin the facts..
And if you like it or not, i get it off of my chest..
Before my coffins at rest, i wont get soft and depressed..
Cuz when i hold it on the inside, then i am often a mess..
Just feelin lost and im not, its just i've lost it i guess..
But i got this will to survive, it keeps me moving through life..
Though im am loosing to strife, you dont see me using a knife..
I keep it steady, im always walkin straight down this path..
And yeah my fates still intacked, so i just pray that i last..

[chorus x2]
I got this pain so deep, it devours my soul..
I flippin outta control, i got no power to hold..
Trying to stay strong, but im just a coward thats it..
I talk it over, but this strife seems to flower so quick..