(1-P Dox, 2-JRubb, 3-P Dox/JRubb, H-P Dox) When Things Don't Seem 2 B Goin' Ya Way... This Is How U Feel

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Written By : J. Sullivan, J. Rubbelke
Produced By : n/a
Recorded @ : Tha GRS
Mixed By : JRubb

Verse 1 : P Dox
I’ma lil ghetto boy all alone
In tha cold
N my soul
Is empty, I’ve seen so many, people go
N neva say goodbye
As I cry
Knowin I’m tha reason they aint in my life
Dad don’t like me n that’s my fault
I feel caught
In a life… of strife… n trifling
I mite let tha pain increase
I’ve seen thru tha needle to let all tha strain release
From tha belly of tha beast
To tha sweats of a nite mare
Regrets n dispare
I feel less than fair
I may be scrared
But I’m only human
Sayin my prayers b’fo my life is ruined
Feelin clueless
When told ta panic
Knowin I can b so easily vanished
I’m gonna die early wit no applause
N that’s all becuz I am so lost

Hook : P Dox
Don’t wonna go back, don’t wonna b scared
Don’t wonna know that, I wont always b here
Rite b’fo I cry, I wipe my last tear
From when I was so lost now I appear

Verse 2 : JRubb
When my heads pointing down u can see my pain
N when tha thunder rolls u can hear tha rain
Comin down on me
Like it follows me
To tha point where theres now ay I can succeed
In this life I lead
In tha nite I see
Tha pain keeps me up I can’t fall asleep
My thots r racin so fast locked inside my head
Remonissin on tha past n how I will live
It’s like I’m stuck in tha worlds largest maze
Or trapped inside tha worlds darkest days
Feels like I’m not prepared fo potential battles
I wonna keep tha lite to prevent tha shadows
From comin afta me
Do I hav ta plead
Fo 1 day to b free
From anger n greed
Do people like me n u hav ta pay tha cost
Man sum days I jus feel so lost

Hook : P Dox
Don’t wonna go back, don’t wonna b scared
Don’t wonna know that, I wont always b here
Rite b’fo I cry, I wipe my last tear
From when I was so lost now I appear

Verse 3 : P Dox / JRubb
I’m so lost in this world of sin
Don’t know where I’m gonna finish or begin
Tha way I live
Got me runnin fast pace
Look at my face
Can I find my place
Can I please erase
Deamons from my soul
Sumtimes I wonna leave n jus let go
Errthangs been so hard it’s a struggle
Gotta sho strength I’m building muscle
Everyday hustle
Stayin on tha grind
I gotta see clear I can’t go blind
Usin my mind
Runnin outta time
Life’s so difficult I’m tryin n tryin
Gotta ovacome anything in my way
Gotta keep movin forward every single day
Sumtimes I feel like I’m thrown n tossed
Sumtimes we feel like we’re jus so lost