A song about when everything in your life just falls apart

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It's a specific story about when all these things just became too much and I could no longer take it

–Verse Start–
Falling into a deeper hole
Looking at where I was before she said those five words
Seeing where I was before the truth was told
Thinking the pit began when he left the world

–Verse 1–
Where do I go from here?
Falling apart inside this existence
All of this pain is so real
I just knew that I was sinking down

I felt all the dark things that come
When you feel betrayl and lose the ones you love
I told myself that I was empty
And that I was a shell of who I used to be
I felt pain, right wrapped deep within me
It took more than I had to swallow and be happy
I felt like none of this would end
I had rather been dead

–Chorus–
This standing up is no longer an option
I will not stand for anything
I cannot even begin to tell you
How weak my life has left me

repeat Verse Start

–Verse 2–
The man in the casket
Why the girl went away
And how she just quit
It created all of this

I fell deep within a world of nothing
Nothing to kill me, the only reason I kept going
The walls came closing in on me
Nothing here but darkness to see
Twisting vice-grip on my heart, barely beating
Sorrow and death creeping into melancholy
The sad tales of skin cut began
Endorphines and depression became my only friends

repeat Chorus

–Verse 3–
All is lost and I’m left to die
Just speaking is enough to cry
No one’s been this sad before
I know there’s so much more

repeat Verse 3 x3
repeat Chorus
repeat Verse Start