added 7.26.09

So yeah, I've been stuck between these two options
Running in place or going backwards
But maybe its by God's grace I stay on the treadmill
I fall off but I step back up
I slide off but I crawl back on
I get knocked off but I drag myself back up

Maybe it is Your grace that has kept me on this leash
Though keeping me from progress
Its kept me from running to far off
Getting lost and shot my a poacher

Paul said "work out your salvation with fear and trembling
For it is God who works in you to will and to do"
So maybe it is time for me believe this
Includes my messy, short lived, scattered attempts
Because this is all I got

If the back end of the treadmill is a pit that goes down to hell
Then heck, running in place is quite a wonderful thing!
Oh but I can't say that, it would contradict verse one
About my falling off and getting back on again. Hmm...