This is the first track off my Album/Mixtape. The mixing is still rough but you get the picture. Beat By Shadowville Productions - Lyrics by PhoeniX CrookedCross

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{I swear to god, I hate change. I just wish some things would stay the same. But hum..}


[verse 1]
I slip on my hat and throw my hoodie up and over my mean mug
you ain’t getting close to me so keep ya distance between us
I trust nobody, I’ve learned the hard way and now…
I’m like, f*** being an Angel when I’m living in hell

So welcome back the bad guy, the heartless brummie bully
Only focused on myself and making money
So look here buddy, if you can’t help me to make it
you’ll find are friendship will start degrading

I promise with in time you’ll hate me, and find ways to break me
I promise I’ll keep pushing to the day gods takes me
F*** friends, f*** friends I don’t need no body
I don’t need to body


[Bridge]
Please lord forgive me for giving into the darkness
Forgive me for what I must do but I didn’t start this
If I had my way I’ll stay a nice guy
But the pain is slowly killing me inside


[hook]
Hay yo, My life has been so cold
& now I stand before you with a torn and twisted soul
Hay yo, This world has been so cold
& now I stand before you with a torn and twisted soul


[verse 2]
I’ve been mistreated by friends and the girl I love
I tried to be nice but I was treated like a cunt
So if you wanna treat me like one I’ll show u the true definition of a cunt
I’m dead inside and I don’t give a f***

Every action causes a reaction and because of your actions
My reaction is to live life with a hateful passion
Why should I care when no one cares about me?
Why should I need you when it’s clear you can live with out me

So thank you bi*** for breaking my heart and making it cold
Thank you for the lack of compassion when you left me alone
Thank you for breaking my heart the way you did and opening my eyes
Cause you brought back the bad guy the one who hated life


[Bridge]
Please lord forgive me for giving into the darkness
Forgive me for what I must do but I didn’t start this
If I had my way I’ll stay a nice guy
But the pain is slowly killing me inside


[hook]
hay yo, My life has been so cold
& now I stand before you with a torn and twisted soul
hay yo, This world has been so cold
& now I stand before you with a torn and twisted soul


[verse 3]
So now this is me… call me heartless cause I’m dead inside
Call me crazy cause I don’t care if I live or die
Just think, you could have stopped this from happening!
if you had some consideration for the way I felt and showed compassion

But f*** it and f*** you, you left and I’m a knob
You killed me inside and now I pray for some to finish off the job
I swear to god, the man you feel in love with
is dead because of you, you f***ing bi***

I f***ing hate you and I can’t wait to see your new fella
I can’t wait to see you 2 out happy & smiling together


{you had the opportunity to save our year relationship}
{but no you choose this guy over me so f*** you both!}

[Bridge]
Please lord forgive me for giving into the darkness
Forgive me for what I must do but I didn’t start this
If I had my way I’ll stay a nice guy
But the pain is has f***ing killed me inside


[hook]
hay yo, My life has been so cold
& now I stand before you with a torn and twisted soul
hay yo, This world has been so cold
& now I stand before you with a torn and twisted soul


{Please forgive me for giving into the darkness,}
{Forgive me for what I must do but I didn’t start this}
{If I had my way, I’d stay a nice guy}
{But it’s just the pain I got… the pain I got inside..}

{So I got no other choice, so welcome back the bad guy}
{ya na I mean? F*** trying to be an Angel when you living in hell}
{Surrounded by demons, ya na I mean?}
{I’m going to be the biggest baddest demon f***ing going }
{The bad guy, ya na I mean?}