Beat by Sinima - Lyrics by PhoeniX CrookedCross

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Dreamin

From the first moment..
I wake up my mind is fixed on writing rhymes
cause the hope I can shine got me trying to stay alive
I don’t have much to live fore & now I got even less
Since the girl I love got up and left..
Plus the memories of seeing friends die are killing me
So I write a rhyme and hope somewhere, someone is feeling me
I hate to be alone but I am since birth
& I must be crazy to think things will change on this earth
But I keep writing, rhyming and trying
& praying that happiness will be mine again
So I can smile instead of cry when I look at my life
dear lord please give me a reason to stay alive
All I got is this pipe dream of rhyming
& the fact I got fans is what keeps me writing
But since the mid ‘90s I’m been dreaming and praying
I can make it, but am I dreaming my life away

Chorus

Maybe it’s easer to dream than face the truth
& the truth is I’m a loser and have been since my youth
I can’t do anything right, you can ask my ex love
I never made her happy, only made her fed up
So she walked away, left me in the rain
She said she love me but she gave me the worst pain
I would do anything to have her back
But she hates me and she refuses to give me a second chance
Just tell me what I did wrong?
Just tell me what I did wrong?
So what’s the point, when you can’t do anything right?
I mite as well hang myself and call it a night
Plus no one would care, then again maybe a few
& for those people I’m sorry for doing this to you
But it’s time, it’s time I felt peace instead of pain
cause I’m tired, I’m tired of dreaming my life away