I wrote this one night when I couldnt sleep, its my FIRST hiphop type song ever. I need to leanr how ot mix better haha.

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This isnt a journal
this isnt a letting go of emotions
or even premonitions of emotions that are being stirred up out of my own self consciousness.
its not the truth
or even a mild sedative for everyone who is tired of thinking.
so just stop listening now.


I, just do not know how to face this shit,
every morning keeps me thinking that i hate this shit
every single day that we create this shit.
when are we gonna realize the state is shit?



dont u think the government needs some help
when 60% of its kids want to kill themselves?
and 500,000 a year, like to try,
testing thier fate, wondering if they're gonna stay alive
or not, after the bottle of pills down their throat,
we should have a class on writing suicide notes,
in school, instead of government, english or math
we should have a class on how to follow and blindly attack
your enemies, or whatever kids are not white,
whoevers got the baggy pants or the overbite.
the kids kicking cells or the kids on the streets
the kids with hawks or the kids who repeat
the same grades, cause they aint got no sense,
getting beat up cause they nonviolent
so f*** it, lets all get naked in public
and realise that we aint gotta stand for puppets
you're anything and everything but just another face
trying to make a f***ing difference and get out of this place
before you're gone, before you leave you wanna make a change,
wanna make the world a better place than it was when you came
here, into this profane existence
when everybody in your life keeps insisting that you're wrong, when you're right
and you're down when you're up
screaming in their faces that you never gave a f***
about them or their worthless lives
they never fought thier battles and they never felt the knife
of segregation, and hate at its worst,
hoping single day you life is your last


I, just do not know how to face this shit,
every morning keeps me thinking that i hate this shit
every single day that we create this shit.
when are we gonna realize the state is shit?


Anarchy ain't just another symbol or phrase,
it aint another bad rap about gettin f***ing paid
it ain't sole, and i'm not sage
i still wanna sh*** myself when i get on stage
you see me standing here looking for applause,
applause aint the question, cause the only question is "what is my cause?"
we need to stand up, open our eyes and see,
the only true path to our future's equality
and unity, and making it right,
do you really think think the goverment is willing to fight.
for us. and freedom or just making a scene
to make every other country believing that we're mean
vile and vicious, and causing a fight.
just cause adolf hitler did it doesnt make it f***ing right.
and then they try to sell us off with money and greed
trying to make us all forget that we're still not free.
well I have decided that i dont wanna bust in
w w 2 shouldnt happen again
we shouldnt be pushed out to the limits again
having to make brand new enemies out of our friends
and then our god wont let us polish our boots
well my god wears a checker print 3-piece suit
and polished ass shoes and a big warm grin
johhny aint gonna be sleeping with mary again